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Chapters (63)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. CONTENTS
  4. Foreword to The Cullen Collection
  5. Introduction to There and Back
  6. 1. Bookbinder and Son
  7. 2. Brother and Sister
  8. 3. Simon Armour
  9. 4. A Lost Shoe
  10. 5. The Library
  11. 6. Alice
  12. 7. Mortgrange
  13. 8. Barbara Wylder
  14. 9. Mrs. Wylder
  15. 10. Barbara and Her Critics
  16. 11. The Parson’s Parable
  17. 12. The Rime of the Ancient Mariner
  18. 13. The Beginning
  19. 14. Wingfold
  20. 15. Far From Home
  21. 16. A Sister
  22. 17. Barbara and Lady Ann
  23. 18. Alice and Barbara
  24. 19. Barbara Thinks
  25. 20. Wingfold and Barbara
  26. 21. The Shoeing of Miss Brown
  27. 22. Vixen
  28. 23. Barbara’s Duty
  29. 24. The Parson’s Counsel
  30. 25. Lady Ann
  31. 26. Dismissal
  32. 27. The Wylders
  33. 28. London
  34. 29. Nature
  35. 30. A Drunken Disclosure
  36. 31. To Be Redeemed, One Must Redeem
  37. 32. A Door Opened in Heaven
  38. 33. Doors Opened on Earth
  39. 34. Death the Deliverer
  40. 35. The Cave in the Fire
  41. 36. Duck Fists
  42. 37. Baronet and Blacksmith
  43. 38. Revelation
  44. 39. The Bookbinder’s Heritage
  45. 40. Stepmother
  46. 41. Flight
  47. 42. Gone
  48. 43. Uncle-Father and Aunt-Mother
  49. 44. A Meeting
  50. 45. Wylder Hall
  51. 46. Miss Brown
  52. 47. Wingfold and Barbara
  53. 48. The Will
  54. 49. The Heir
  55. 50. Wingfold and Arthur Manson
  56. 51. Richard and His Family
  57. 52. Heart-to-Heart
  58. 53. The Quarrel
  59. 54. Baronet and Blacksmith
  60. 55. The Funeral
  61. 56. The Packet
  62. 57. Barbara’s Dream
  63. ENDNOTES

Thomas Wingfold was almost as different from Richard’s idea of a clergyman, as Richard’s imagined God was from any believable idea of God. The two men had never yet met, for what should bring a working man and the clergyman of the next parish together? But early one morning—he often went for a walk in the early morning—Richard saw in front of him, in the middle of a field-path, a gray-suited man seated on a stile, evidently enjoying himself an hour before sunrise. Somehow he knew he was not a working man, but he did not suspect him one of the obnoxious class which he considered the clergy. Wingfold heard Richard’s step, looked round, knew him at once as an artisan of some sort, and saw in him signs of purpose and character strong for his years.

“Wonderful morning!” he said.

“Indeed it is, sir!” answered Richard.

“I like a walk in the morning better than at any other time of the day,” said Wingfold.

“So do I, though I can’t tell why. I’ve often thought about it, but I haven’t yet found out what makes the morning so different.”

As they chatted, Richard remarked to himself that whoever the gentleman was, he was certainly not stuck-up. They might have parted as close friends the night before instead of meeting now for the first time.

“I think,” returned Wingfold, “that it must be a little like looking on the sleeping face of a loved one. As you watch such a one come awake, you see it grow into life, radiant with sunrise. In the same way, in the sunrise you can watch the thought in the twilight face of nature come awake with sunlight.”

“A pretty simile,” said Richard, “but I’m afraid I cannot go along with you, sir.” For all the impression Barbara had made on him, he had not yet thought of the world as in any sense alive.

“Why?” asked Wingfold.

“Because I cannot allow there to be thought where no thought exists.”

“Ah, you do not allow that there is personality beneath the face of Nature?”

“That is what I would say, sir,” answered Richard.

“You conceive the world as a sort of machine—like a clock, for instance, whose duty it is to tell the time of day?”

“Yes. Only one machine may have many uses!”

“True,” said the rector. “A clock may do more for us than tell the time. It may tell how fast it is going, and it may wake solemn thought. But if you came upon a machine that constantly awoke within you—not thoughts only, but the most delicate and indescribable feelings—what would you say then?”

“Surely not that the machine was thinking!”