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Chapters (63)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. CONTENTS
  4. Foreword to The Cullen Collection
  5. Introduction to There and Back
  6. 1. Bookbinder and Son
  7. 2. Brother and Sister
  8. 3. Simon Armour
  9. 4. A Lost Shoe
  10. 5. The Library
  11. 6. Alice
  12. 7. Mortgrange
  13. 8. Barbara Wylder
  14. 9. Mrs. Wylder
  15. 10. Barbara and Her Critics
  16. 11. The Parson’s Parable
  17. 12. The Rime of the Ancient Mariner
  18. 13. The Beginning
  19. 14. Wingfold
  20. 15. Far From Home
  21. 16. A Sister
  22. 17. Barbara and Lady Ann
  23. 18. Alice and Barbara
  24. 19. Barbara Thinks
  25. 20. Wingfold and Barbara
  26. 21. The Shoeing of Miss Brown
  27. 22. Vixen
  28. 23. Barbara’s Duty
  29. 24. The Parson’s Counsel
  30. 25. Lady Ann
  31. 26. Dismissal
  32. 27. The Wylders
  33. 28. London
  34. 29. Nature
  35. 30. A Drunken Disclosure
  36. 31. To Be Redeemed, One Must Redeem
  37. 32. A Door Opened in Heaven
  38. 33. Doors Opened on Earth
  39. 34. Death the Deliverer
  40. 35. The Cave in the Fire
  41. 36. Duck Fists
  42. 37. Baronet and Blacksmith
  43. 38. Revelation
  44. 39. The Bookbinder’s Heritage
  45. 40. Stepmother
  46. 41. Flight
  47. 42. Gone
  48. 43. Uncle-Father and Aunt-Mother
  49. 44. A Meeting
  50. 45. Wylder Hall
  51. 46. Miss Brown
  52. 47. Wingfold and Barbara
  53. 48. The Will
  54. 49. The Heir
  55. 50. Wingfold and Arthur Manson
  56. 51. Richard and His Family
  57. 52. Heart-to-Heart
  58. 53. The Quarrel
  59. 54. Baronet and Blacksmith
  60. 55. The Funeral
  61. 56. The Packet
  62. 57. Barbara’s Dream
  63. ENDNOTES

“He was furious with his mother, saying to himself that she had told him not to open the bottle just to make him do it, and he vowed he would not go back to her. He threw down the bottle and turned, and rode another way, until he found himself alone in a wild forest where there was nothing to eat and nothing to shelter him from the cold night, and the wind blew through the trees and made strange noises. He dismounted, afraid to ride in the dark, and before he knew it, his pony was gone. He became miserably frightened and wished he had not run away. But still he blamed his mother.

“The mother became very uneasy about her boy, and went out to look for him. The neighbours too, though he was not a nice boy and none of them liked him, went out to help her look for him, and they came at last to the wood with their torches and lanterns.

“The boy was lying under a tree and saw the lights and heard the voices and knew it was his mother come to find him. Then the old wickedness rose up again in his heart and he said to himself: ‘Does she think she can find me so easily? Am I to come and go as she pleases?’ He lay very still and crept slowly away, and thus avoided those who had come to save him. He heard one say there were wolves in the wood, but he was just the kind of boy who will not believe what is good for him. So he slipped away until at length everyone despaired of finding him, and left the wood.

“Suddenly he knew that he was alone again. He gave a great cry, but no one heard it. He stood shaking and listening. Presently his pony came rushing past him with two or three wolves behind him. He began to run, wild with fear to get out of the wood. But he could not find the way, and ran about this way and that until utter despair came upon him, and all he could do was lie still as a mouse so that the wolves could not hear him.

“As he lay he began at last to think that he was a wicked child, that his mother had done everything to make him good, and he would not be good. Now he was lost and only the wolves would find him. He sank at last into a stupor.