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Chapters (63)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. CONTENTS
  4. Foreword to The Cullen Collection
  5. Introduction to There and Back
  6. 1. Bookbinder and Son
  7. 2. Brother and Sister
  8. 3. Simon Armour
  9. 4. A Lost Shoe
  10. 5. The Library
  11. 6. Alice
  12. 7. Mortgrange
  13. 8. Barbara Wylder
  14. 9. Mrs. Wylder
  15. 10. Barbara and Her Critics
  16. 11. The Parson’s Parable
  17. 12. The Rime of the Ancient Mariner
  18. 13. The Beginning
  19. 14. Wingfold
  20. 15. Far From Home
  21. 16. A Sister
  22. 17. Barbara and Lady Ann
  23. 18. Alice and Barbara
  24. 19. Barbara Thinks
  25. 20. Wingfold and Barbara
  26. 21. The Shoeing of Miss Brown
  27. 22. Vixen
  28. 23. Barbara’s Duty
  29. 24. The Parson’s Counsel
  30. 25. Lady Ann
  31. 26. Dismissal
  32. 27. The Wylders
  33. 28. London
  34. 29. Nature
  35. 30. A Drunken Disclosure
  36. 31. To Be Redeemed, One Must Redeem
  37. 32. A Door Opened in Heaven
  38. 33. Doors Opened on Earth
  39. 34. Death the Deliverer
  40. 35. The Cave in the Fire
  41. 36. Duck Fists
  42. 37. Baronet and Blacksmith
  43. 38. Revelation
  44. 39. The Bookbinder’s Heritage
  45. 40. Stepmother
  46. 41. Flight
  47. 42. Gone
  48. 43. Uncle-Father and Aunt-Mother
  49. 44. A Meeting
  50. 45. Wylder Hall
  51. 46. Miss Brown
  52. 47. Wingfold and Barbara
  53. 48. The Will
  54. 49. The Heir
  55. 50. Wingfold and Arthur Manson
  56. 51. Richard and His Family
  57. 52. Heart-to-Heart
  58. 53. The Quarrel
  59. 54. Baronet and Blacksmith
  60. 55. The Funeral
  61. 56. The Packet
  62. 57. Barbara’s Dream
  63. ENDNOTES

He was yet far from perceiving that no man is a believer, let him give his body to be burned, except he give his will, his life to the Master. No man is a believer with whom he and his father are not first, no man, in a word, who does not obey him, that is, who does not do what he said, and says. It seems preposterous that such a definition should be necessary. But thousands talk about him for one that believes in him. Thousands will do what the priests and scribes say he commands, for one who will search to find what he says that he may do it—who will take his orders from the Lord himself, and not from other men claiming either knowledge or authority.

A man must come up to the Master, hearken to his word, and do as he says. Then he will come to know God, and to know that he knows him.

Richard did not once ask himself, “Does she love me?” He said, “She cares for me, she is good to me. I wish I believed as she does that I might hope to meet her again in the house of God.”

It was Saturday night, and he had to go through a weekly market—a hurrying, pushing, loitering, jostling crowd, gathered thick about the butchers’ and fishmongers’ shops, the greengrocers’ barrows, and the trays upon wheels with things laid out for sale. Suddenly a face flashed upon him and disappeared. He was not sure that it was Alice’s, but it suggested Alice so strongly that he turned and tried to overtake it. Slowed down by his luggage, however, which caught upon the hundreds of legs, he soon saw the attempt was hopeless. Then painfully he remembered that he did not have her address and had no way to communicate with her. He still longed to know why she had left him without a word, and what her avoidance of him meant. Even more, he desired to help her.

But Barbara was her friend. Barbara knew her address! He would ask her to send it to him! It would be a reason to write her. His heart gave a bound. Who could tell, maybe she might please to send him the fan-wind of a letter now and then, keeping the door, just a chink of it, open between them. He walked the rest of the way with a gladder heart. He was no longer without a future—there was something to do, something to wait for! Days are dreary unto death which wrap no hope in their misty folds.