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Chapters (63)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. CONTENTS
  4. Foreword to The Cullen Collection
  5. Introduction to There and Back
  6. 1. Bookbinder and Son
  7. 2. Brother and Sister
  8. 3. Simon Armour
  9. 4. A Lost Shoe
  10. 5. The Library
  11. 6. Alice
  12. 7. Mortgrange
  13. 8. Barbara Wylder
  14. 9. Mrs. Wylder
  15. 10. Barbara and Her Critics
  16. 11. The Parson’s Parable
  17. 12. The Rime of the Ancient Mariner
  18. 13. The Beginning
  19. 14. Wingfold
  20. 15. Far From Home
  21. 16. A Sister
  22. 17. Barbara and Lady Ann
  23. 18. Alice and Barbara
  24. 19. Barbara Thinks
  25. 20. Wingfold and Barbara
  26. 21. The Shoeing of Miss Brown
  27. 22. Vixen
  28. 23. Barbara’s Duty
  29. 24. The Parson’s Counsel
  30. 25. Lady Ann
  31. 26. Dismissal
  32. 27. The Wylders
  33. 28. London
  34. 29. Nature
  35. 30. A Drunken Disclosure
  36. 31. To Be Redeemed, One Must Redeem
  37. 32. A Door Opened in Heaven
  38. 33. Doors Opened on Earth
  39. 34. Death the Deliverer
  40. 35. The Cave in the Fire
  41. 36. Duck Fists
  42. 37. Baronet and Blacksmith
  43. 38. Revelation
  44. 39. The Bookbinder’s Heritage
  45. 40. Stepmother
  46. 41. Flight
  47. 42. Gone
  48. 43. Uncle-Father and Aunt-Mother
  49. 44. A Meeting
  50. 45. Wylder Hall
  51. 46. Miss Brown
  52. 47. Wingfold and Barbara
  53. 48. The Will
  54. 49. The Heir
  55. 50. Wingfold and Arthur Manson
  56. 51. Richard and His Family
  57. 52. Heart-to-Heart
  58. 53. The Quarrel
  59. 54. Baronet and Blacksmith
  60. 55. The Funeral
  61. 56. The Packet
  62. 57. Barbara’s Dream
  63. ENDNOTES

“No. Her complaint is just exhaustion—mental and nervous. She is too weak to think, and can’t even feed herself. I am afraid her daughter will be worn out waiting on her before long. She devotes herself to her mother with a great spirit and energy. She never seems tired, but it is hardly any wonder she should be in good spirits. It is the first time in her life, she says, that she has been allowed to be of any use to her mother. The woman is suffering no pain, and that makes a great difference. But more than anything, her mother has grown tender to her, and so grateful. And her father has grown kinder to her mother—a thing previously unknown. But what is this you tell me about going away? The library cannot be finished!”

“No, sir,” answered Richard. “The library is left in mid-ocean of decay. I don’t know why they have dismissed me. The only thing clear is that they want to be rid of me. What I have done I can’t imagine. There is a little girl of the family—”

Richard told how Vixen had behaved to him from the first and what had happened as a result.

“But,” he concluded, “I do not think it can be that. I should like to know what it is.”

“Then wait,” said Wingfold. “If we only wait long enough, every reason will come out. You know I believe we are meant to go on living forever, and I believe the business of eternity is to bring grand hidden things out into the light.—But I am deeply sorry you’re going.”

“I don’t see why you should be, sir,” answered Richard sincerely, his look and tone conveying nothing of the rudeness which seemed to be in his words.

“Because I like you, and feel sure we should understand each other if only we had time,” replied the parson. “It’s a wonderful thing to come upon one who knows what you mean. It’s just like heaven. I hope you don’t think I’m talking shop—I can’t help it.”

“I should never say you talked shop. I don’t think you would say I was talking shop if I went on about the beauties of a Grolier binding. You would know I was not talking from love of profit, but love of beauty.”

“Thank you. You are a fair man, and that is even more than an honest man. I don’t speak from love of religion. I don’t know that I do love religion.”

“I don’t understand you now.”

“I’m very fond of a well-bound book. I should like all my new books bound in levant morocco. But I don’t care about it. I could do well enough without any binding at all.”

“Of course you could, and so could I! Or any man that cared for the books themselves.”