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Chapters (63)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. CONTENTS
  4. Foreword to The Cullen Collection
  5. Introduction to There and Back
  6. 1. Bookbinder and Son
  7. 2. Brother and Sister
  8. 3. Simon Armour
  9. 4. A Lost Shoe
  10. 5. The Library
  11. 6. Alice
  12. 7. Mortgrange
  13. 8. Barbara Wylder
  14. 9. Mrs. Wylder
  15. 10. Barbara and Her Critics
  16. 11. The Parson’s Parable
  17. 12. The Rime of the Ancient Mariner
  18. 13. The Beginning
  19. 14. Wingfold
  20. 15. Far From Home
  21. 16. A Sister
  22. 17. Barbara and Lady Ann
  23. 18. Alice and Barbara
  24. 19. Barbara Thinks
  25. 20. Wingfold and Barbara
  26. 21. The Shoeing of Miss Brown
  27. 22. Vixen
  28. 23. Barbara’s Duty
  29. 24. The Parson’s Counsel
  30. 25. Lady Ann
  31. 26. Dismissal
  32. 27. The Wylders
  33. 28. London
  34. 29. Nature
  35. 30. A Drunken Disclosure
  36. 31. To Be Redeemed, One Must Redeem
  37. 32. A Door Opened in Heaven
  38. 33. Doors Opened on Earth
  39. 34. Death the Deliverer
  40. 35. The Cave in the Fire
  41. 36. Duck Fists
  42. 37. Baronet and Blacksmith
  43. 38. Revelation
  44. 39. The Bookbinder’s Heritage
  45. 40. Stepmother
  46. 41. Flight
  47. 42. Gone
  48. 43. Uncle-Father and Aunt-Mother
  49. 44. A Meeting
  50. 45. Wylder Hall
  51. 46. Miss Brown
  52. 47. Wingfold and Barbara
  53. 48. The Will
  54. 49. The Heir
  55. 50. Wingfold and Arthur Manson
  56. 51. Richard and His Family
  57. 52. Heart-to-Heart
  58. 53. The Quarrel
  59. 54. Baronet and Blacksmith
  60. 55. The Funeral
  61. 56. The Packet
  62. 57. Barbara’s Dream
  63. ENDNOTES

“Barbara, I treasured every word my mother said—I was so glad all the while to think of Richard as the head of the family, even if he was, like Arthur and me, not a legitimate son of sir Wilton. I could not help thinking that I belonged to a real family, for was not the same blood in Richard and in us?

“But as much as I loved Richard and wanted him as my brother, I never wanted to interfere in his family. I remembered what his mother had said to me. He didn’t know the shame of his beginnings, and so I tried to stay away from him, as his mother insisted. I met him one night in Regent Street, a terrible, stormy night, and was so flustered at seeing him, and so frightened that I might let something out that might injure him, that I treated him terribly and made him leave me alone. I had to be cruel to him, and he must have thought me awful. And now for him to appear, far away from everywhere, just in time to save me from dying of cold and hunger—isn’t it wonderful?”

Barbara sat silent. It was her turn to sit thinking. Why had the strange story come to her ears? There must be something for her to do in the next chapter of it!

“Do you think Richard knows anything about this?” she asked. “Ought we to do anything?”

“I don’t know,” answered Alice. “I have thought and thought, lying alone in the night, but never could make up my mind. There is always a danger of interfering with others who may know best. And there’s the danger of what my mother might be tempted to do the moment anyone moved in the matter. Isn’t it strange, Barbara, how much your love for your mother seems independent of her character?”

“I don’t know—yes, I think you are right. There is my mother, who is ready to burn you to ashes before you know what she is angry about! When you trust her and go to her for help, she is ready to die for you. I love her with all my heart, but I can’t say she’s an exemplary woman. I don’t think Mr. Wingfold—that’s our clergyman—would say so either, though he professes quite an admiration for her.”

At that Barbara told Alice the story of her mother’s behaviour in church, and how the parson had caught her.

“Nobody knows to this day,” she concluded, “whether he intended to so catch her, or was only teaching his people by a parable, and she caught herself in its meshes. Caught she was, anyhow, and has never entered the church since. But she speaks very differently of the clergyman now.”