Chapters (118)
- About the Author
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- 1
- Chapter 2
- 2
- Chapter 3
- 3
- Chapter 4
- 4
- Chapter 5
- 5
- Chapter 6
- 6
- Chapter 7
- 7
- Chapter 8
- 8
- Chapter 9
- 9
- Chapter 10
- 10
- Chapter 11
- 11
- Chapter 12
- 12
- Chapter 13
- 13
- Chapter 14
- 14
- Chapter 15
- 15
- Chapter 16
- 16
- Chapter 17
- 17
- Chapter 18
- 18
- Chapter 19
- 19
- Chapter 20
- 20
- Chapter 21
- 21
- Chapter 22
- 22
- Chapter 23
- 23
- Chapter 24
- 24
- Chapter 25
- 25
- Chapter 26
- 26
- Chapter 27
- 27
- Chapter 28
- 28
- Chapter 29
- 29
- Chapter 30
- 30
- Chapter 31
- 31
- Chapter 32
- 32
- Chapter 33
- 33
- Chapter 34
- 34
- Chapter 35
- 35
- Chapter 36
- 36
- Chapter 37
- 37
- Chapter 38
- 38
- Chapter 39
- 39
- Chapter 40
- 40
- Chapter 41
- 41
- Chapter 42
- 42
- Chapter 43
- 43
- Chapter 44
- 44
- Chapter 45
- 45
- Chapter 46
- 46
- Chapter 47
- 47
- Chapter 48
- 48
- Chapter 49
- 49
- Chapter 50
- 50
- Chapter 51
- 51
- Chapter 52
- 52
- Chapter 53
- 53
- Epilogue
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- Read more
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- BRISTOL DAILY NEWS
- October 2018
- THE BEGINNING
Heather turns to face her, fire suddenly blazing behind her wet eyes. ‘Soon it will be even worse. Soon I’ll only be allowed to see him once a week. He’ll grow up not knowing me. Not really. A prison is no place for a child.’ She’s crying so much now that her shoulders are heaving.
Margot pulls her into her arms. ‘Please don’t cry. I’ve got a brilliant lawyer for you. We’ll do what we can to fight it, okay?’
Heather rests her head on Margot’s shoulder and cries as if she’s still a child. Margot rubs her back, feeling powerless. It’s inbuilt in her, the desire to make everything okay for her daughter, but how can she prevent this? Eventually Heather pulls away, her eyes red and puffy, and Margot sits on the chair. She glances at the clock on the wall. It’s nearly seven thirty. Soon visiting time will be over and she’ll have to go. She doesn’t want to leave her in this state.
‘Mum,’ says Heather. She pulls her knees up to her chest. She looks impossibly young and vulnerable, thinks Margot, assessing her daughter in her oversized pyjamas. She’s lost weight since the … incident. She swings her legs out of bed and Margot jumps up from her chair. Heather is still a little unsteady on her feet. The head injury has caused a lack of balance, although they’ve been assured this is only temporary.
‘What is it, sweetheart? Do you need the loo?’
She shakes her head, then winces, touching her bandage gingerly. ‘No. I need … I need to tell you something.’ She pats the bed next to her, and Margot sits. The bed is high off the floor and Margot’s legs dangle like a child’s.
‘What is it?’ They’re sitting so close that their thighs are touching. Margot realizes, with a jolt, that Heather has suggested she sit so close so that the police at the door can’t hear what she’s about to say. Straight away Margot’s heart begins to beat faster.
‘Jess is going to write a piece about me. With my blessing. I’m hoping it will make the public understand a bit more, that they know I’d never be capable of killing the Wilsons. Not when I have Ethan to think about. It might help if … when … this all goes to trial.’
Margot’s holding her breath. ‘Right?’