Chapters (118)
- About the Author
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- 1
- Chapter 2
- 2
- Chapter 3
- 3
- Chapter 4
- 4
- Chapter 5
- 5
- Chapter 6
- 6
- Chapter 7
- 7
- Chapter 8
- 8
- Chapter 9
- 9
- Chapter 10
- 10
- Chapter 11
- 11
- Chapter 12
- 12
- Chapter 13
- 13
- Chapter 14
- 14
- Chapter 15
- 15
- Chapter 16
- 16
- Chapter 17
- 17
- Chapter 18
- 18
- Chapter 19
- 19
- Chapter 20
- 20
- Chapter 21
- 21
- Chapter 22
- 22
- Chapter 23
- 23
- Chapter 24
- 24
- Chapter 25
- 25
- Chapter 26
- 26
- Chapter 27
- 27
- Chapter 28
- 28
- Chapter 29
- 29
- Chapter 30
- 30
- Chapter 31
- 31
- Chapter 32
- 32
- Chapter 33
- 33
- Chapter 34
- 34
- Chapter 35
- 35
- Chapter 36
- 36
- Chapter 37
- 37
- Chapter 38
- 38
- Chapter 39
- 39
- Chapter 40
- 40
- Chapter 41
- 41
- Chapter 42
- 42
- Chapter 43
- 43
- Chapter 44
- 44
- Chapter 45
- 45
- Chapter 46
- 46
- Chapter 47
- 47
- Chapter 48
- 48
- Chapter 49
- 49
- Chapter 50
- 50
- Chapter 51
- 51
- Chapter 52
- 52
- Chapter 53
- 53
- Epilogue
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
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- BRISTOL DAILY NEWS
- October 2018
- THE BEGINNING
She looks towards the door, as though afraid the police will arrive at any second. ‘I suppose I could say my head hurts.’ She puts a hand to her bandage. ‘It does a bit anyway. It could be all the stress.’
Guilt rushes in, like the tide. ‘Oh, Heather, I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t be asking you this …’
‘No. It’s okay. I know you’re only trying to help me.’ She sits up straighter in bed, looking determined. ‘Let’s do it.’ She laughs and I join in, and right away we’re fourteen again, giggling conspiratorially because we’re planning to do something we shouldn’t. ‘But don’t tell Mum,’ she adds. ‘She’ll only try to talk me out of it.’
I feel uneasy at leaving Margot out of the loop, but I’m so desperate for this story that I’m sure, in this moment, I’d agree to anything.
A nurse comes in and shoos me out, saying visiting hours are over and Heather needs her rest. Heather does look tired, the colour of her face not far off that of the white pillow she’s lying on. I promise to be back to see her soon.
I almost skip down the corridor and out to my car. I can hardly believe my luck. While I’m driving home I call Ted on hands-free.
‘Guess what,’ I cry, when he answers. ‘I’ve only gone and bloody done it. Heather’s agreed to an exclusive.’
There’s a pause and then: ‘Right, but we’ll only be able to use it if she’s not charged.’
I’d hardly expected him to whoop down the phone. After all, this is the ever-cynical Ted. But I was hoping for a bit more enthusiasm. ‘I’m praying she can put the police off, just until it’s printed on Friday. And we can put it on our website before that, of course.’ Not that anyone will read it, I silently add.
He doesn’t say anything for a few seconds and then: ‘Okay. Let’s hope. But good work, Jess. I knew you could do it.’
I put the phone down and do a little air punch. At last, a sliver of praise from Ted.
I’m beaming as I pull into the underground car park. And then my euphoria dies, replaced by guilt.
It’s been worth visiting Heather, both on a personal and professional level. I just hope she manages not to speak to the police tomorrow. I long to talk to Jack and dissect my conversation with Heather in detail. But he’s been acting oddly lately and I don’t feel as close to him since all this has happened.