Back Then She Vanishes
Chapters (118)
  1. About the Author
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. 4
  13. Chapter 5
  14. 5
  15. Chapter 6
  16. 6
  17. Chapter 7
  18. 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. 8
  21. Chapter 9
  22. 9
  23. Chapter 10
  24. 10
  25. Chapter 11
  26. 11
  27. Chapter 12
  28. 12
  29. Chapter 13
  30. 13
  31. Chapter 14
  32. 14
  33. Chapter 15
  34. 15
  35. Chapter 16
  36. 16
  37. Chapter 17
  38. 17
  39. Chapter 18
  40. 18
  41. Chapter 19
  42. 19
  43. Chapter 20
  44. 20
  45. Chapter 21
  46. 21
  47. Chapter 22
  48. 22
  49. Chapter 23
  50. 23
  51. Chapter 24
  52. 24
  53. Chapter 25
  54. 25
  55. Chapter 26
  56. 26
  57. Chapter 27
  58. 27
  59. Chapter 28
  60. 28
  61. Chapter 29
  62. 29
  63. Chapter 30
  64. 30
  65. Chapter 31
  66. 31
  67. Chapter 32
  68. 32
  69. Chapter 33
  70. 33
  71. Chapter 34
  72. 34
  73. Chapter 35
  74. 35
  75. Chapter 36
  76. 36
  77. Chapter 37
  78. 37
  79. Chapter 38
  80. 38
  81. Chapter 39
  82. 39
  83. Chapter 40
  84. 40
  85. Chapter 41
  86. 41
  87. Chapter 42
  88. 42
  89. Chapter 43
  90. 43
  91. Chapter 44
  92. 44
  93. Chapter 45
  94. 45
  95. Chapter 46
  96. 46
  97. Chapter 47
  98. 47
  99. Chapter 48
  100. 48
  101. Chapter 49
  102. 49
  103. Chapter 50
  104. 50
  105. Chapter 51
  106. 51
  107. Chapter 52
  108. 52
  109. Chapter 53
  110. 53
  111. Epilogue
  112. Epilogue
  113. Acknowledgements
  114. Read more
  115. Read more
  116. BRISTOL DAILY NEWS
  117. October 2018
  118. THE BEGINNING

She looks towards the door, as though afraid the police will arrive at any second. ‘I suppose I could say my head hurts.’ She puts a hand to her bandage. ‘It does a bit anyway. It could be all the stress.’

Guilt rushes in, like the tide. ‘Oh, Heather, I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t be asking you this …’

‘No. It’s okay. I know you’re only trying to help me.’ She sits up straighter in bed, looking determined. ‘Let’s do it.’ She laughs and I join in, and right away we’re fourteen again, giggling conspiratorially because we’re planning to do something we shouldn’t. ‘But don’t tell Mum,’ she adds. ‘She’ll only try to talk me out of it.’

I feel uneasy at leaving Margot out of the loop, but I’m so desperate for this story that I’m sure, in this moment, I’d agree to anything.

A nurse comes in and shoos me out, saying visiting hours are over and Heather needs her rest. Heather does look tired, the colour of her face not far off that of the white pillow she’s lying on. I promise to be back to see her soon.

I almost skip down the corridor and out to my car. I can hardly believe my luck. While I’m driving home I call Ted on hands-free.

‘Guess what,’ I cry, when he answers. ‘I’ve only gone and bloody done it. Heather’s agreed to an exclusive.’

There’s a pause and then: ‘Right, but we’ll only be able to use it if she’s not charged.’

I’d hardly expected him to whoop down the phone. After all, this is the ever-cynical Ted. But I was hoping for a bit more enthusiasm. ‘I’m praying she can put the police off, just until it’s printed on Friday. And we can put it on our website before that, of course.’ Not that anyone will read it, I silently add.

He doesn’t say anything for a few seconds and then: ‘Okay. Let’s hope. But good work, Jess. I knew you could do it.’

I put the phone down and do a little air punch. At last, a sliver of praise from Ted.

I’m beaming as I pull into the underground car park. And then my euphoria dies, replaced by guilt.

It’s been worth visiting Heather, both on a personal and professional level. I just hope she manages not to speak to the police tomorrow. I long to talk to Jack and dissect my conversation with Heather in detail. But he’s been acting oddly lately and I don’t feel as close to him since all this has happened.