Chapters (118)
- About the Author
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- 1
- Chapter 2
- 2
- Chapter 3
- 3
- Chapter 4
- 4
- Chapter 5
- 5
- Chapter 6
- 6
- Chapter 7
- 7
- Chapter 8
- 8
- Chapter 9
- 9
- Chapter 10
- 10
- Chapter 11
- 11
- Chapter 12
- 12
- Chapter 13
- 13
- Chapter 14
- 14
- Chapter 15
- 15
- Chapter 16
- 16
- Chapter 17
- 17
- Chapter 18
- 18
- Chapter 19
- 19
- Chapter 20
- 20
- Chapter 21
- 21
- Chapter 22
- 22
- Chapter 23
- 23
- Chapter 24
- 24
- Chapter 25
- 25
- Chapter 26
- 26
- Chapter 27
- 27
- Chapter 28
- 28
- Chapter 29
- 29
- Chapter 30
- 30
- Chapter 31
- 31
- Chapter 32
- 32
- Chapter 33
- 33
- Chapter 34
- 34
- Chapter 35
- 35
- Chapter 36
- 36
- Chapter 37
- 37
- Chapter 38
- 38
- Chapter 39
- 39
- Chapter 40
- 40
- Chapter 41
- 41
- Chapter 42
- 42
- Chapter 43
- 43
- Chapter 44
- 44
- Chapter 45
- 45
- Chapter 46
- 46
- Chapter 47
- 47
- Chapter 48
- 48
- Chapter 49
- 49
- Chapter 50
- 50
- Chapter 51
- 51
- Chapter 52
- 52
- Chapter 53
- 53
- Epilogue
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- Read more
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- BRISTOL DAILY NEWS
- October 2018
- THE BEGINNING
She’s still clinging to the small hope that Heather will be allowed home. The lawyer she’d spoken to about it admitted that Heather wouldn’t get bail if she was charged with murder. Everyone has her daughter down as a gun-toting psychopath, who’s a danger to society. But it’s her Heather, her loving, gentle daughter.
Her thoughts are interrupted by a sharp knock on the door and her eyes ping open. It must be Jess. Margot had rung her earlier asking her over. She wanted her advice but, more than that, she enjoyed Jess’s company. She was young and vibrant and she made Margot feel less alone.
But when Margot answers the door it’s not Jess standing there in the dark. It’s a man she’s never seen before. He’s wearing a bobble hat and a thick scarf, wrapped up to his chin, and his breath fogs in front of him. He looks to be around her age, maybe older, his long, pointed face etched with deep grooves. Her heart starts beating faster. She’s conscious of being alone in the house. Adam is fetching Ethan from Gloria’s, and although Colin is in one of the caravans, he’s too far away to help if she needed it.
‘Are you a journalist?’ she barks, her sharp tone belying her fear.
He thrusts his hands into his pockets. ‘No. I’m sorry to bother you. I’m Norman Wilson. Deirdre’s other son.’
Her insides turn to ice. Why has Deirdre’s son turned up on her doorstep out of the blue?
‘What … what do you want?’
He steps backwards, as if only just realizing his imposition. ‘I’m sorry. It was a stupid thing to do. I can see I’ve scared you.’ He runs his hands over his chin. ‘I was in the area, seeing to the house, you know … and I … I …’ He blinks and she recognizes the grief in his expression. My daughter did this, she thinks. My daughter is responsible for this poor man’s suffering.
She glances down at her slippers. She wants to tell him she knows how he feels. That she’s bearing the burden of loss, too. But the words won’t come.
‘I … I should probably go.’
Her inbuilt politeness is grappling with her fear, each fighting it out as to what the correct response should be: she should ask him in, offer him a cup of tea and her compassion, the polite part of her says. But he’s a strange man and they would be alone in the house, at night, says the other, more cautious, part of her.