Chapters (97)
- Cover
- Back Cover Text
- Praise
- Booklist
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Seventy-One
- Seventy-Two
- Seventy-Three
- Seventy-Four
- Seventy-Five
- Seventy-Six
- Seventy-Seven
- Seventy-Eight
- Seventy-Nine
- Eighty
- Eighty-One
- Eighty-Two
- Eighty-Three
- Eighty-Four
- Eighty-Five
- Eighty-Six
- Eighty-Seven
- Eighty-Eight
- Eighty-Nine
- Acknowledgments & A Personal Note
- Excerpt
The ad for the sale popped up on Ben Grant’s computer screen triggering memories of his wife.
The deputies investigating the accident had said that Brooke’s tires were worn and the right front had blown when she’d swerved in the rain, likely to miss a raccoon or coyote. She’d lost control; the car had rolled down into a ravine.
Brooke had been on her way to join him and Kayla at their cabin in the San Bernardino Mountains. Two weeks before her crash Brooke thought her tires might need replacing.
“I looked at the wear bars but I’m not sure,” she’d told him. “Taking care of our cars is your job, buddy. Will you check my tires?”
“Consider it done.”
But in the days that followed he was racing to meet the deadline for his new book and she was overseeing an investigative feature at the Orange County Register, where she was a senior editor. They were putting in long hours and looking forward to getting away to their cabin with Kayla for some family time.
He’d forgotten to check Brooke’s tires.
And the next thing he knew two San Bernardino County Sheriff’s Deputies were at the cabin door, telling him his wife had been in an accident and that she didn’t survive.
The aftermath was a surreal whirlwind, Ben crying out, falling to his knees, his ears ringing with Kayla’s shrieks. In the hazy time that followed, it was as if the ground under their feet had given way and they’d plunged into an abyss.
Family and friends supported them. It helped.
Eventually his brain began to function in spurts. He and Kayla became a tight unit of survivors until they got a dog, a golden retriever they named Tug, and slowly they healed together—just the three of them. Then two years after Brooke’s death he’d met Emma. She was like grief-soothing balm, helping him move on to the next chapter of his life.
A collar clinked. Tug ambled into his office, set his chin on Ben’s lap.
Petting the back of Tug’s neck, Ben glanced at the contract next to his keyboard, eyes going to the words Delivery of Manuscript, and the legalese under the heading concerning extensions, failure to deliver and liabilities.
Unease rolled over him.
He had written more than a dozen true-crime books. He wrote his first when he’d covered a sensational murder case while working as a reporter for the Los Angeles Times. That’s where he’d met Brooke, who was also a reporter.