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Chapters (97)
  1. Cover
  2. Back Cover Text
  3. Praise
  4. Booklist
  5. Dedication
  6. Epigraph
  7. One
  8. Two
  9. Three
  10. Four
  11. Five
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. Twenty-Four
  31. Twenty-Five
  32. Twenty-Six
  33. Twenty-Seven
  34. Twenty-Eight
  35. Twenty-Nine
  36. Thirty
  37. Thirty-One
  38. Thirty-Two
  39. Thirty-Three
  40. Thirty-Four
  41. Thirty-Five
  42. Thirty-Six
  43. Thirty-Seven
  44. Thirty-Eight
  45. Thirty-Nine
  46. Forty
  47. Forty-One
  48. Forty-Two
  49. Forty-Three
  50. Forty-Four
  51. Forty-Five
  52. Forty-Six
  53. Forty-Seven
  54. Forty-Eight
  55. Forty-Nine
  56. Fifty
  57. Fifty-One
  58. Fifty-Two
  59. Fifty-Three
  60. Fifty-Four
  61. Fifty-Five
  62. Fifty-Six
  63. Fifty-Seven
  64. Fifty-Eight
  65. Fifty-Nine
  66. Sixty
  67. Sixty-One
  68. Sixty-Two
  69. Sixty-Three
  70. Sixty-Four
  71. Sixty-Five
  72. Sixty-Six
  73. Sixty-Seven
  74. Sixty-Eight
  75. Sixty-Nine
  76. Seventy
  77. Seventy-One
  78. Seventy-Two
  79. Seventy-Three
  80. Seventy-Four
  81. Seventy-Five
  82. Seventy-Six
  83. Seventy-Seven
  84. Seventy-Eight
  85. Seventy-Nine
  86. Eighty
  87. Eighty-One
  88. Eighty-Two
  89. Eighty-Three
  90. Eighty-Four
  91. Eighty-Five
  92. Eighty-Six
  93. Eighty-Seven
  94. Eighty-Eight
  95. Eighty-Nine
  96. Acknowledgments & A Personal Note
  97. Excerpt

Mr. Tullock always drove Janie home but once when he was busy, Mrs. Tullock drove her home in her silver Mercedes, which smelled new with a hint of her perfume. The road was a little bumpy near the railroad yards when she pulled up to Janie’s house. The stench of the slaughterhouse invaded the car as Mrs. Tullock stared at the duplex.

“This is where you live?”

In that moment, with her accent, her tone, her Mercedes, she had reduced Janie to someone to be looked down upon, someone beneath Connie Tullock’s station in life.

Someone of less value.

And in that instant, Janie saw her mother in the restaurant on her knees brushing food from Mr. Tullock’s shoes and her stomach twisted with an internal scream. She welcomed the horrible stink from the slaughterhouse into the car like an allied force and even though the air-conditioning was on, dropped the window.

Yes, Janie thought, smell it. Breathe it in. This is where I live.

“Oh my, that is pungent, isn’t it?” Mrs. Tullock said, reaching into her wallet. “Now, Roy’s already given you some cash. I believe we owe you another five.”

“Another ten for tonight,” Janie said.

“No, I believe it’s five.”

“It’s ten.”

“Well, look, dear, all I have is this five, twenties and fifties.”

“I could take a twenty and get change from my mom or from the store and bring it to you next time.”

“Don’t be silly. Roy and I will make the adjustment next time, like we always do.”

“But you don’t—”

“Take this five with our thanks as always.” Then subtly placing a finger under her nose, Mrs. Tullock hit the button to raise the window as Janie got out.

That was how it had gone since she began sitting for the Tullocks. Janie tried presenting the problem to them but it was futile—they always dismissed it as honest mistakes. Complicating it all was the fact that sitting for them was tied to her mother’s job at the golf course. So Janie never pushed it, but she began keeping a log of how much she was owed. By this point in the summer it had grown to about a hundred dollars, along with her anger as she, Nikki and Marie walked through town that hot summer day aching for someplace to go and something to do.

The cemetery was out. The golf course was definitely out. The Eternity rodeo was long over. They didn’t care to watch boys playing street hockey and they’d gone everywhere there was to go a million times.

“All right,” Nikki said, “I think it’s time.”

“Time for what?” Marie asked.

“Time we take serious control of our lives.”

“What do you mean?” Janie asked.

“I’ve been reading stuff, stuff that’s a little scary, but we’ll do it. Tonight.”

“Do what? What’re you talking about?” Janie asked.