Chapters (73)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Part Three
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Part Four
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- Discover More
- Reading Group Guide
- Discussion Questions
- ESSAY FROMDIANA GIOVINAZZO
- Antoinette’s Sister
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- About the Author
- Praise forThe Woman in Red
He dropped his fork. “Anita, we have been over this. The church is a vile and corrupt organization. What they say and do holds no sway over us.”
“What about when you die? What will happen to me and your children?”
“Anita, why must you think of such things?” He tried to brush me away. “You shouldn’t worry about me dying.”
“José, you are always going out to battle. You think nothing of risking your life. Of course I am going to worry about these things.”
“I am not fighting a battle now, am I?” He pushed his plate away as Menotti reached a small hand toward it.
“It doesn’t mean you won’t fight one in the future, and it certainly doesn’t mean you won’t drop dead in the middle of the street tomorrow!” I put my head in my hands in frustration before looking back up at him. “I am asking you to seriously think about your son’s future. What will happen to him in the eyes of the law, if you die?”
“Anita, please.”
“In the eyes of the law he and any future children that we have are bastards!” I watched José as a shadow passed across his face.
“For the love of Christ, Anita!” He slammed his fist on the table, making the dishes rattle. “You and Menotti are all I think about! Before I go to sleep at night I think, ‘My God, this has been a wonderful dream. I hope I don’t wake up from this.’ Every morning I think, ‘This woman can’t still be here by my side in my bed.’ And in the hours when I am awake and supposed to be carrying on with my daily life, do you know what I am thinking? Answer me, do you know what I am thinking?”
“No.” Menotti began to cry so I took him from José. The scent of José’s sandalwood still lingered as I gently bounced my son in my arms, trying to soothe him.
“I am thinking, ‘What is Anita doing right now?’ and ‘I hope Menotti is happy.’ So, don’t you dare guilt me when you know damn well that you and my son are everything to me.”
“I don’t doubt your love for us.”
“Then why are you making this such an issue?”
“Because if you die leaving us behind, in the eyes of the law I will not be your widow, and Menotti will be entitled to nothing. Your mother, back in Italy, will she accept your bastards?” I raged. “All I ask is that you think about us. I just want to make sure that if the day comes when we have to live without you, we can. That even if you are gone, you can give your son the best possible future,” I said as I held our crying child.