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Chapters (54)
  1. COVER
  2. About the Author
  3. ALSO BY ALEXANDRA BELL
  4. DEDICATION
  5. Prologue
  6. Part One
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. Part Two
  15. CHAPTER EIGHT
  16. CHAPTER NINE
  17. CHAPTER TEN
  18. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  25. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  26. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  31. Part Three
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  47. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  48. CHAPTER FORTY
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  53. Acknowledgements
  54. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

She went up to the day-nursery where her motley collection of pets waited. Her nanny did not approve of them at all, and Beatrice wondered with despair whether she would be allowed to keep them now that her mother was gone. There were three tame mice, a rabbit and a hedgehog with an injured foot – the only friends she had in the world, except for James.

Beatrice longed to talk to her animals, but her swollen tongue ached and ached inside her mouth. When she tried to whisper comforting words to the hedgehog, clots of blood dribbled out from between her lips. So she remained silent, and the rest of the house seemed to forget all about her until later that evening, when a maid brought up a dinner tray. They’d overlooked her ruined tongue, and the fact that she could only eat mashed food or soup, so Beatrice let the meal go cold upon its plate. Eventually she went to the night-nursery and lay in her petticoats upon the bed, trying to remain completely still in the hot, sticky August air. She was bone-tired but sleep wouldn’t come, eluding her as stubbornly as a sly-faced fox.

Her mind was ablaze with the worry that perhaps the servants might have missed one of the mirrors in the house and that her mother’s spirit would get trapped behind the glass. The thought of it appalled her beyond all reason. What a cold, strange world of nightmares it must be on the other side of a mirror, doomed to stare back forever at the life that had been taken from you. Certainly no place for her mother, with her beautiful gowns, and lustrous eyes, and joyful laugh.

She had been ill for some time but, still, it did not seem possible that she could be dead. It did not seem possible that Beatrice would never see her again. It did not seem possible that her mama would not sweep into her room at any moment to embrace her, uncover the mirror, start the clock and chuckle over how foolish everyone had been. But nobody came and the house echoed with the choked silence of all those suffocating clocks.

Finally, though, Beatrice must have slept because she awoke to the ringing of chimes. She gasped, dismayed that a clock had been missed and might prevent her mama’s spirit from moving on. And yet … as the chimes continued to ring, they seemed to be coming from outside, which made no sense – the only timepiece out there was the permanently silent sundial. Not only that, but she was sure she counted thirteen chimes.