Chapters (54)
- COVER
- About the Author
- ALSO BY ALEXANDRA BELL
- DEDICATION
- Prologue
- Part One
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- Part Two
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- Part Three
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- Acknowledgements
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
But it was no longer the time for beauty and magic, so she put the carousel to one side, turned to a blank page and began work on a new mechanical sketch. Several hours passed, her back aching and her stomach grumbling with hunger, but still she worked and worked, adding details here, refining the design there. The sun was low in the sky by the time she’d finished and it had turned even colder in the aviary, but she was pleased with her efforts.
She glanced at Cookie’s ball and her hands tightened on the paper. She would pay Eustace back. It would take a little time, and she would have to work in secret, but she would hit him harder than he’d hit her. As the ravens cawed overhead, Rosa smiled grimly down at the clockwork plan before her. Whatever it took, she would have it ready for the day Eustace’s pleasure garden opened.
CHAPTER NINE
March 1837
That night Eustace came to Rosa’s room as usual. She thought he must be quite mad if he thought to share her bed after what had happened earlier, but it turned out that saying no wasn’t an option. The struggle between them was brief, strangely silent, and over in a matter of minutes. Shortly afterwards Rosa closed the door of her bedroom and turned her back on it, trembling in every limb. Too late, she realised she had made a dreadful mistake. Far from clearing the air between them, trying to discuss the matter with Eustace had made the situation a hundred times worse.
Her wrists ached where Eustace had gripped them, and her hands shook as she took a candle and matches from her dressing-gown pocket. She lit the wick, but one small flame did not do much to dispel the house’s shadows.
She set off down the corridor, walking and walking, with no idea where she was going. The mansion was muffled in freshly fallen snow, like an ancient dowager in her prized furs. Fires were kept burning in the main rooms throughout the day, but the house remained colder than a crypt. Beatrice had been right – it was simply impossible to heat a building of this immense size.
As she walked, it seemed to Rosa that the corridors stretched on endlessly, like a maze from which there could be no escape, always leading to another crooked staircase or another shut-up chamber. Antlered skulls loomed out of the shadows, and the vast oil paintings seemed filled with the sightless eyes of slaughtered deer and the limp wings of blood-stained pheasants. Many of the rooms had not been occupied in years and mouldered away beneath their Holland covers.