Chapters (54)
- COVER
- About the Author
- ALSO BY ALEXANDRA BELL
- DEDICATION
- Prologue
- Part One
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- Part Two
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- Part Three
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- Acknowledgements
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
Rosa felt herself start to tremble as she stared into the painted eyes of her old friend. The golden plaque at the bottom of the frame clearly read: Beatrice Hamilton, the Twelfth Duchess of Chalkley. That other life was still trying to push through this one, even after all Rosa had done. Her eyes stung from smoke and fatigue and she removed her soot-stained glove to rub at them with cold fingers. When she opened her eyes, the portrait was of her once again and her name was the one that appeared engraved upon the plaque. Yet as she stared at it, it seemed to Rosa that she could still see a trace of Beatrice hovering about her own painted mouth – another face on the canvas beneath her own, just waiting to come through.
Suddenly exhausted, she turned her back on the portrait and the painted eyes of the other unfortunate duchesses and went to her own bedroom. Once there, she went through to her dressing room, collapsed upon the chaise longue and stared at the plum in her hand. Was what she’d done worth it? Or had it achieved nothing at all? If sabotaging Beatrice’s garden had been enough, then surely Beatrice’s face would not be appearing in the gallery, and the other woman’s son would not still be wandering the corridors? What more must she do? What could she do?
Rosa felt a sudden sense of despair that she would ever have Ada back in her arms again, warm and squirming and giggling, those small hands clasped about her neck. She wondered if her daughter would ever smile and laugh again, after whatever Margaret was doing to her – scolding, and beating, and bleeding; trying to force her into the same mould as Eustace. It was too much and a great sob racked her body.
For a wild moment she wondered whether she ought to walk down the corridor to Eustace’s bedroom right now. Knock upon his door and tell him he could have his heir. She could feel in her soul that it would break something in her to willingly permit Eustace to lay a finger on her again and to lie beside him in those cold, clammy sheets. What kind of mother could she be, to Ada and any other children that resulted, if her own spirit was broken? Yet she must get Ada back, she simply must.