Back The Winter Garden
Chapters (54)
  1. COVER
  2. About the Author
  3. ALSO BY ALEXANDRA BELL
  4. DEDICATION
  5. Prologue
  6. Part One
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. Part Two
  15. CHAPTER EIGHT
  16. CHAPTER NINE
  17. CHAPTER TEN
  18. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  25. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  26. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  31. Part Three
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  47. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  48. CHAPTER FORTY
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  53. Acknowledgements
  54. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Rosa sat on a pew, flanked by her children and grandchildren, with an ancient and creaking Cookie at her heels. Times had moved on regarding women at funerals but, even had they not, Rosa would have insisted on attending this one. Nothing in the world would have kept her away. It was, after all, the last chance to say goodbye to her soulmate – the person she’d loved most in all the world, the other half of her soul.

Oh, certainly they had argued sometimes, and they had disagreed sometimes, and they had hurt each other sometimes. But all that was immaterial. As the years passed, Rosa had known that she was happy, of course, but perhaps it was only possible to well and truly appreciate just how good it had all been now, when it was finally over forever.

It was impossible for her to imagine James inside the coffin. Impossible to imagine that her husband would never take her by the hand again, or kiss that particular spot on her neck, or laugh at some shared joke, or wrap his arms around her to hold her close and tell her how precious she was to him.

She could not stop the flood of memories. The first time he made her shiver with pleasure. The arrival of their first baby, and the pride and wonder with which James had gazed into the crib. The time she accompanied him to India and they had eaten papayas on the veranda of a white marble hotel until the juice ran down their chins. All those countless other adventures they had taken all over the world in pursuit of orchids. How their home had been filled with the scent of them, and how people had travelled from miles around to marvel at the unusual, fantastic specimens in their garden and hothouses. A life filled with flowers and love.

Naturally there had been dark times too – the dreadful weeks she wept for their six-year-old son, Henry, snatched away by influenza. But at every step James was by her side to share her grief. He was an old man by the time he died, his skin lined, his body thin. But, to her, he would always be that dark-haired adventurer, laughing at some joke she had just cracked as they made their way to their next exotic destination. Throughout their lives there seemed always to have been some whistle blasting impatiently in the background, and when Rosa closed her eyes, even now, she could still feel James’s warm hand on her arm, his head bent close to her ear as he said, ‘Come on, Cogs, we don’t want to miss the train.’