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Chapters (54)
  1. COVER
  2. About the Author
  3. ALSO BY ALEXANDRA BELL
  4. DEDICATION
  5. Prologue
  6. Part One
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. Part Two
  15. CHAPTER EIGHT
  16. CHAPTER NINE
  17. CHAPTER TEN
  18. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  25. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  26. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  31. Part Three
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  47. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  48. CHAPTER FORTY
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  53. Acknowledgements
  54. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Th-thank you for the t-tea, D-Duchess,’ she said, standing up in a rustling of crêpe and bombazine.

‘My dear, you can’t leave yet,’ the duchess said. ‘Our guest hasn’t arrived. That was the entire purpose of bringing you here today.’

Beatrice’s skin seemed to shrink even tighter around her bones, like a pair of wet gloves.

‘G-Guest?’ she managed.

‘A doctor. It was Eustace’s idea. A surprise for you before the wedding.’ The duchess glanced at the carriage clock ticking upon the mantelpiece. ‘He’ll be here any moment. It’s a great honour that he’s made time for us today. He’s a specialist in his field, you know. You will be quite delighted.’

A bubble of irritation swelled larger and larger in Beatrice’s chest, threatening to pop. Must people be forever telling her how she was going to feel? You will be delighted with this, you will be grateful for that, you will be shocked, you will be bored, you will be overawed, you will not understand such complicated matters, you must do as you are told. It was intolerable.

‘W-Why would a d-d-doctor c-come here?’ she asked.

‘Your stammer, of course,’ the duchess replied impatiently. ‘Eustace has consulted various physicians and they all agree that the inability to control one’s own tongue is caused by a weakness of the nerves, or of character.’ Her mouth pinched in distaste once again. ‘It hardly matters which. Either way, this physician has promised he can cure you. He simply requires an initial consultation to determine which course of treatment is most suitable.’

Suddenly Beatrice was a child once again, back at the London hospital her father had sent her to in the hope of having her stammering surgically corrected. She’d been made to sit with her head leaning back against the chest of an assistant, whose job it was to hold her still. Her mouth was forced wide open with a metal clamp. Her tongue was pulled so far from her mouth that she feared they would rip it out by the root. The grip of the forceps on the tip was bruising and cold, but that was far from the worst part. That came when the doctor reached into her mouth and began to cut away part of her tongue with a small, sharp surgical knife.

She recalled the agony of trying to scream whilst blood poured down her throat; the arms of the assistant were a steel vice, pinning her like a butterfly. But this time she was not a child and she would not submit to such treatment again, not for anyone.