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Chapters (54)
  1. COVER
  2. About the Author
  3. ALSO BY ALEXANDRA BELL
  4. DEDICATION
  5. Prologue
  6. Part One
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. Part Two
  15. CHAPTER EIGHT
  16. CHAPTER NINE
  17. CHAPTER TEN
  18. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  25. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  26. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  31. Part Three
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  47. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  48. CHAPTER FORTY
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  53. Acknowledgements
  54. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Beatrice knew that Rosa would also be experiencing all the admiration and respect and regard that Beatrice had for her; that she would feel how Rosa had inspired her to be a better, stronger, more confident person than she’d ever dreamed of being before.

Finally the looking glass righted itself again and the two women had no one’s thoughts or views inside their heads but their own. For a moment there was only a deep, frozen silence before Beatrice bent to replace the frog carefully at the edge of the pond.

‘Incredible,’ Rosa breathed. She looked pleased, and a little embarrassed. ‘I hope I can be half the person you believe me to be. What an extraordinary frog.’

‘There is m-much m-more to sh-show you,’ Beatrice promised. ‘But l-let’s take t-tea first.’

They returned to the house, where the housekeeper had left a tray in the study. After pouring the tea, Beatrice felt she had to acknowledge Rosa’s loss in some way, so she took a deep breath and said, ‘I am s-so s-s-sorry.’ It was impossible not to wince at how inadequate the words were. ‘About your d-daughter.’

Rosa managed a weak smile. ‘Yes, I know,’ she said. ‘Everyone is dreadfully sorry. But that doesn’t help me in any way. It does not bring Esme back. It does not seal up the place where my soul has been ripped in half.’ She met Beatrice’s gaze and said softly, ‘It has undone me, Beatrice. That is the truth. In fact the old me has died. I’m someone else now altogether. That is why I have been feeling so strange, I think – I am no longer me at all.’

Beatrice nodded. She knew how it felt to be ravaged by grief but she could not think what to say, so she echoed the Spider Queen’s words from all those years ago. ‘L-life needs d-dark l-leaves in the w-wreath.’

The thought took her back and suddenly Beatrice was a small girl again, there in the frosted haven of the magical Winter Garden. It was her fourth night of visiting, but she was still discovering new things and tonight she had come across a red-brick wall hung with wreaths.

For long moments, Beatrice stood and admired the summer colour bursts of scented stocks and radiant sunflowers, the tiny white flowers of gypsophila, the delicate sweet peas and violet-blue cornflowers. And there were winter flowers too: an abundance of sunshine-yellow winter aconites, pale-purple cyclamens, star-shaped jasmine and the pink cup-shaped blooms of Japanese quince.

‘Lovely, aren’t they?’ the Spider Queen said beside her. ‘Each one represents a person’s life. The good times and the bad.’ She glanced at Beatrice and went on, ‘If you’re like most people, then I expect you were drawn to the flowers, but I have always thought the foliage more striking.’

She stepped closer and ran her fingers gently over the greenery.