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Chapters (39)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Author’s Note
  4. Glossary
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-One
  26. Twenty-Two
  27. Twenty-Three
  28. Twenty-Four
  29. Twenty-Five
  30. Twenty-Six
  31. Twenty-Seven
  32. Twenty-Eight
  33. Twenty-Nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-One
  36. Thirty-Two
  37. Thirty-Three
  38. Thirty-Four
  39. Acknowledgments

“No. When I asked him earlier, he declined. I guess he took the rest of the pills when I left and felt better. He seemed doped up when he arrived here.”

“Doped up on painkillers and whiskey. Do you think he would have struggled to get back?”

“No. He would have made it. Slowly. I mean . . . I don’t really know . . . it’s possible he was feeling stronger than I imagined. But . . .”

He hesitated and looked over the water. Diane stared at him, brows raised.

“What? You don’t think he somehow crossed the river and went with Faye do you?”

“No. Not with Faye. She left before I did. Also, I can’t see how he could have got to the other side. I mean, look at it,” he gestured to the river. “But, well, he was acting rather strangely.”

“Strangely?”

“Yes.”

“What do you mean?”

Geoffrey hesitated, took his cap off and scratched his head, looking across the river.

“He . . . he yelled to Faye to tell Clare that her father loves her.”

Diane swallowed.

“What? He’s . . . he’s . . . why would he? What did he mean? I mean, you—”

“That’s what I asked him.”

“What did he say?” she asked, her voice quiet now.

“He said Clare was his daughter.”

He turned to look at Diane. She glanced away, lip wedged between her teeth.

“What . . . what did you do? Say to him?”

“I asked him how.”

“Oh, God,” said Diane under her breath.

Geoffrey took a step closer to her. “Is it true? Do you know?”

“No! God no, it’s not true. Derek had been drinking and—” said Diane, placing her hand on Geoffrey’s forearm.

“But you knew? About him and Michelle? What did you know? That they were lovers after we were married?”

“Geoffrey—”

“Around the time Clare was conceived?”

“No! God, Geoffrey. It wasn’t then. Clare is your daughter. There is no question of that. Michelle . . . when you were fighting . . . about you starting your business. She . . . it was a short, stupid moment. She hated herself for it. Clare is your daughter. Look at her, Geoffrey. There’s no doubt of that. How can you doubt it?”

He hung his head.

“Did Faye hear? Where was she?”

“No. She’d already left to get back to Clare.”

The noise of river hung between them.

“What did you do to Derek, Geoffrey? Where is he?”

He pulled his cap back on his head. “Nothing. I did nothing. What could I do? He was acting like an idiot. I left. I needed to get help to Clare. That’s all that mattered.”

He looked up and down the river before turning and walking back towards the truck where Simon was waiting. Diane followed.

“Geoffrey! Wait!”

He stopped. She placed her hand on his arm again.

“It’s not true,” she said. “Derek is delusional. He’s not himself. After the accident . . . it’s not true. You have to believe me.”

He nodded.