Contents ( 51)
- BEFORE …
- AFTER …
- HUNT
- STONES
- HOME
- BIRTHDAYS
- BABY
- DARA
- RESULTS
- GABRIEL’S OAK
- RUN
- WAKE UP!
- SPEA
- BAD SPIRIT?
- CONK CUSHION
- THE PINNACLE
- HELP YOU
- TRUST ME
- STORM VOICE
- DEADMAN’S CAVE
- GROWL
- WOLF
- I GIVE THANKS
- HARBY
- DEN
- PACK
- STUCK
- HOT
- I MEMBER
- SPIRIT SONG
- FOOTPRINTS
- CAMP
- HUT
- I NOT MEMBER
- LYNX
- ATTACK
- SINKHOLE
- MOTHGA
- GLADE
- KNIFEMAN
- WORD
- MAKE SAFE
- HARTBOY
- DEERTOOTH
- NOW
- TOGETHER
- MY PEOPLE
- DAD
- NEWS
- PROMISE
- I GIVE THANKS …
And I know where this place would be in my Mandel Forest too: the tunnel of trees, where yesterday I slid and I …
‘Harby,’ I whisper. ‘I think I … I think that yesterday … yesterday I found your deertooth.’
He looks puzzled. ‘Cholliemurrum? You find my deertooth? Where you find my deertooth?’
‘Here,’ I say quietly. ‘Right where you left it.’ I look back across at Harby’s ma’s hollow. My voice fades to a murmur. ‘Where it’s always been …’ Buried deep. I thump the ground.
‘Maybe your pa was a bit right after all. Maybe your ma did send me to make you safe.’
Harby just stares at me, his brow furrowed.
I reach into my pocket.
‘Open hand,’ I say, tapping on Harby’s closed fingers. He unfurls them and I draw an invisible circle on his rough-skinned palm. Then softly I lay the deertooth there. He does a little gasp. I fold his fingers around the deertooth and hold his closed fist, tight tight tight.
I don’t know the word for goodbye in his language. Maybe there isn’t one.
‘I give thanks,’ says Harby.
‘I give thanks,’ I say. And I really mean it.
‘Make safe,’ I whisper, looking into Harby’s dark dark eyes.
‘Make safe, Cholliemurrum,’ he whispers back.
I close my eyes and let go.
NOW
I feel like I’m rising up, swimming through warm air till I reach the surface and I gasp awake.
My ears pop.
I open my eyes.
I’m standing in the cool green of the tree tunnel, not far from the clearing, at the foot of the mound. Up there through the trees, I see the outline of the Spirit Stone silhouetted against the blue blue sky.
Somewhere a dog barks and close by in the forest a wood pigeon coos.
‘Harby?’ I say, peering amongst the trees.
But Harby’s vanished. Into thin air.
I listen: I can hear the hum of traffic on the ring road. The pulse of music. The distant throb of a plane; I look up at its tiny impossible flying shape.
I’m home! I’m home!
I squeeze my eyes tight shut and open them again.
I’m home; I’m back in my Mandel Forest! The path beneath my feet is gravel and beneath that is mud and rock and deeper still is a hollow and a story so much older than I am. I crouch and lay my palms flat on the ground, remembering the deertooth that lay there long ago and yesterday all at once.
‘Chaaaaarlie!’
I freeze.
‘Chaaaaaarlie!’ Another voice calls my name.
These are voices I know, just up there by the Spirit Stone.
I cup my hands to my mouth.
‘Laaaamont! Beeeeeeaky!’ I yell.
Nero’s bark echoes around the forest.
‘Nero!’ I shout. ‘Neeeeeroooo!’
I run up the mound towards their voices. ‘Home,’ I say, high-fiving the Spirit Stone.
Nero bounds over, leaps up on me, barking, licking my hands, my arms, my face. ‘Good boy, Nero,’ I say, rubbing the soft fur behind his ears. ‘Good good boy.’