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Contents ( 51)
  1. BEFORE …
  2. AFTER …
  3. HUNT
  4. STONES
  5. HOME
  6. BIRTHDAYS
  7. BABY
  8. DARA
  9. RESULTS
  10. GABRIEL’S OAK
  11. RUN
  12. WAKE UP!
  13. SPEA
  14. BAD SPIRIT?
  15. CONK CUSHION
  16. THE PINNACLE
  17. HELP YOU
  18. TRUST ME
  19. STORM VOICE
  20. DEADMAN’S CAVE
  21. GROWL
  22. WOLF
  23. I GIVE THANKS
  24. HARBY
  25. DEN
  26. PACK
  27. STUCK
  28. HOT
  29. I MEMBER
  30. SPIRIT SONG
  31. FOOTPRINTS
  32. CAMP
  33. HUT
  34. I NOT MEMBER
  35. LYNX
  36. ATTACK
  37. SINKHOLE
  38. MOTHGA
  39. GLADE
  40. KNIFEMAN
  41. WORD
  42. MAKE SAFE
  43. HARTBOY
  44. DEERTOOTH
  45. NOW
  46. TOGETHER
  47. MY PEOPLE
  48. DAD
  49. NEWS
  50. PROMISE
  51. I GIVE THANKS …

And I know where this place would be in my Mandel Forest too: the tunnel of trees, where yesterday I slid and I …

‘Harby,’ I whisper. ‘I think I … I think that yesterday … yesterday I found your deertooth.’

He looks puzzled. ‘Cholliemurrum? You find my deertooth? Where you find my deertooth?’

‘Here,’ I say quietly. ‘Right where you left it.’ I look back across at Harby’s ma’s hollow. My voice fades to a murmur. ‘Where it’s always been …’ Buried deep. I thump the ground.

‘Maybe your pa was a bit right after all. Maybe your ma did send me to make you safe.’

Harby just stares at me, his brow furrowed.

I reach into my pocket.

‘Open hand,’ I say, tapping on Harby’s closed fingers. He unfurls them and I draw an invisible circle on his rough-skinned palm. Then softly I lay the deertooth there. He does a little gasp. I fold his fingers around the deertooth and hold his closed fist, tight tight tight.

I don’t know the word for goodbye in his language. Maybe there isn’t one.

‘I give thanks,’ says Harby.

‘I give thanks,’ I say. And I really mean it.

‘Make safe,’ I whisper, looking into Harby’s dark dark eyes.

‘Make safe, Cholliemurrum,’ he whispers back.

I close my eyes and let go.

NOW

I feel like I’m rising up, swimming through warm air till I reach the surface and I gasp awake.

My ears pop.

I open my eyes.

I’m standing in the cool green of the tree tunnel, not far from the clearing, at the foot of the mound. Up there through the trees, I see the outline of the Spirit Stone silhouetted against the blue blue sky.

Somewhere a dog barks and close by in the forest a wood pigeon coos.

‘Harby?’ I say, peering amongst the trees.

But Harby’s vanished. Into thin air.

I listen: I can hear the hum of traffic on the ring road. The pulse of music. The distant throb of a plane; I look up at its tiny impossible flying shape.

I’m home! I’m home!

I squeeze my eyes tight shut and open them again.

I’m home; I’m back in my Mandel Forest! The path beneath my feet is gravel and beneath that is mud and rock and deeper still is a hollow and a story so much older than I am. I crouch and lay my palms flat on the ground, remembering the deertooth that lay there long ago and yesterday all at once.

‘Chaaaaarlie!’

I freeze.

‘Chaaaaaarlie!’ Another voice calls my name.

These are voices I know, just up there by the Spirit Stone.

I cup my hands to my mouth.

‘Laaaamont! Beeeeeeaky!’ I yell.

Nero’s bark echoes around the forest.

‘Nero!’ I shout. ‘Neeeeeroooo!’

I run up the mound towards their voices. ‘Home,’ I say, high-fiving the Spirit Stone.

Nero bounds over, leaps up on me, barking, licking my hands, my arms, my face. ‘Good boy, Nero,’ I say, rubbing the soft fur behind his ears. ‘Good good boy.’