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Contents ( 51)
  1. BEFORE …
  2. AFTER …
  3. HUNT
  4. STONES
  5. HOME
  6. BIRTHDAYS
  7. BABY
  8. DARA
  9. RESULTS
  10. GABRIEL’S OAK
  11. RUN
  12. WAKE UP!
  13. SPEA
  14. BAD SPIRIT?
  15. CONK CUSHION
  16. THE PINNACLE
  17. HELP YOU
  18. TRUST ME
  19. STORM VOICE
  20. DEADMAN’S CAVE
  21. GROWL
  22. WOLF
  23. I GIVE THANKS
  24. HARBY
  25. DEN
  26. PACK
  27. STUCK
  28. HOT
  29. I MEMBER
  30. SPIRIT SONG
  31. FOOTPRINTS
  32. CAMP
  33. HUT
  34. I NOT MEMBER
  35. LYNX
  36. ATTACK
  37. SINKHOLE
  38. MOTHGA
  39. GLADE
  40. KNIFEMAN
  41. WORD
  42. MAKE SAFE
  43. HARTBOY
  44. DEERTOOTH
  45. NOW
  46. TOGETHER
  47. MY PEOPLE
  48. DAD
  49. NEWS
  50. PROMISE
  51. I GIVE THANKS …

‘Why you cry, Cholliemurrum?’ asks Harby softly. ‘Where DaRA?’

‘He’s in hospital, having an operation. Because something’s wrong with his heart,’ I blurt out. My raw voice sounds more angry than I mean it to.

Harby draws back, not understanding, his eyes confused and frightened. He tries again. ‘You not make safe DaRA?’ he whispers.

He doesn’t mean it like an accusation, but that’s how it feels. I turn on him, shooting arrows with my eyes. ‘No, Harby, I wasn’t good and kind like you; I didn’t even try to make my brother safe; I just took one look at him and ran the other way. And now … it’s too late, because here I am … HERE …’ I wave my arms in the air, I’m yelling now and Harby’s staring, wide-eyed and open-mouthed. ‘… I’m stuck HERE in the STUPID STONE AGE with YOU and I don’t know how to get HOME!’

Home … home … home. My word echoes back to me from across the valley like a taunt. A cloud of ragged crows rise like witches’ handkerchiefs from a tall tree.

‘Home,’ murmurs Harby. His voice sounds little and lost.

My silly anger melts and a new lump forms in my throat. ‘Do you remember your home, Harby?’ I ask him softly.

Harby shakes his head and fiddles with his spear.

I bite my lip. Even though Harby’s in his own world, he’s just as stuck as I am. ‘Sorry,’ I whisper.

He shrugs. Maybe they don’t have a word for sorry in the Stone Age. Maybe when they make mistakes they … do something else to make it better.

‘I’ll help you, Harby.’ I joggle his arm gently. ‘When we get off this stupid ledge, we’ll do it together – we’ll find Mothga, we’ll find your home, we’ll make safe.’

Harby stares at me with those eyes that are black and forever-deep, like the unexplored parts of the sea.

‘I help you, Cholliemurrum,’ he whispers hoarsely, joggling my arm back with his pinchy fingers. ‘We find DaRA. We find your home. We make safe.’

‘OK,’ I say, smiling through my teary eyes. And I hold my hand up for a high five.

But Harby just looks at my hand for a second and then holds his own hand up. ‘OK,’ he says solemnly.

And it feels like we’ve made a promise.

‘OOOOOWEEEEEEE!’ hoots an early owl close by.

‘Ooooooowooooooooo!’ comes another owl’s answer.

Evening is coming and the light is soft. Harby bends his blue-bandaged head over his spear once more. I lie down on my side and gaze out across the wild glowing valley. We wait. Behind me I can hear the rhythmic scrape-scrape sound of Harby beginning to sharpen his spear again.

I squeeze my eyes tight shut and picture Dara in his little fish-tank bed. I wish I’d held him back there in the hospital. I wish I’d given him a big cuddle and told him that everything would be all right. ‘Sorry, Dara,’ I whisper, and I open my eyes and gaze over at where, in my Mandel Forest, the hospital would be. He could be having his operation right now. ‘Make safe, Dara,’ I say in my warrior voice, like I’m making him a promise too.