Chapters (52)
She rang the bell for Greer to attend and rose carefully from the chair, resting a hand on the arm to steady herself. ‘Excuse me. I’m a poor conversationalist this evening and now I must be off to my bed.’
Greer came so quietly that I did not hear her until she was behind me and there was a murmur of conversation followed by the sound of retreating feet.
When the clock chimed the half-hour, I decided that I too would retire. The corridors were silent. At Mary’s door, I paused and put an ear to the wood. From somewhere inside came whispering. Carefully, I went in. Mary lay on her back, one arm flung out of the covers. She was clearly asleep. I scanned the room – nothing. Apart from the faint rush of the sea, there was only silence. Yet there remained on my ear the memory of a childish tongue and the undulation of speech. Mary’s face was still, so still it was hard to believe that she had uttered a word as she dreamed but I stayed listening until, growing cold, I left for my own room.
In my bedchamber, I was aware again of a creeping of some other feeling – beyond numbness and pain, beyond Greer’s dislike, not anything I could name, but which was uncomfortable. I tried to dismiss it and told myself that I was being fanciful, but the spaces bloomed unhealthily.
I emptied water into the basin and cupped it in my hands, bringing it to my cheeks. But as I enjoyed the iciness of it, there was a deeper chill at my neck, something colder than the room itself. Letting the water trickle through my fingers, I gazed down at my reflection and in the ripples another face loomed over mine. I gasped, shock bolting through me. I blinked, willing my mind to dismantle the image, but when I opened my eyes again the face shivered into something pale and smooth – no features, just an oval globe. I whipped round but there was nothing, just the thudding of my heart and the bitter air.
With trembling legs, I got beneath the covers. The rasp of fear was in my quickened breath.
‘All is not well. You feel it, don’t you?’
9
I woke to the dripping of rain and a puddle of water that had gathered on the sill. When I opened the curtains, the island was smudged by a steady downpour. Angus passed below with sacks, shoring up the gaps beneath doors. The boat was due and with it the doctor.