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Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART ONEANNA
  7. CHAPTER 1
  8. CHAPTER 2
  9. CHAPTER 3
  10. CHAPTER 4
  11. PART TWOSHEPHERD
  12. CHAPTER 5
  13. CHAPTER 6
  14. CHAPTER 7
  15. CHAPTER 8
  16. CHAPTER 9
  17. CHAPTER 10
  18. PART THREESISTER
  19. CHAPTER 11
  20. CHAPTER 12
  21. CHAPTER 13
  22. CHAPTER 14
  23. CHAPTER 15
  24. CHAPTER 16
  25. CHAPTER 17
  26. CHAPTER 18
  27. CHAPTER 19
  28. CHAPTER 20
  29. CHAPTER 21
  30. CHAPTER 22
  31. CHAPTER 23
  32. CHAPTER 24
  33. CHAPTER 25
  34. CHAPTER 26
  35. CHAPTER 27
  36. CHAPTER 28
  37. CHAPTER 29
  38. PART FOURHEALER
  39. CHAPTER 30
  40. CHAPTER 31
  41. CHAPTER 32
  42. CHAPTER 33
  43. CHAPTER 34
  44. CHAPTER 35
  45. CHAPTER 36
  46. CHAPTER 37
  47. CHAPTER 38
  48. CHAPTER 39
  49. CHAPTER 40
  50. CHAPTER 41
  51. CHAPTER 42
  52. CHAPTER 43
  53. CHAPTER 44
  54. CHAPTER 45
  55. CHAPTER 46
  56. CHAPTER 47
  57. CHAPTER 48
  58. CHAPTER 49
  59. CHAPTER 50
  60. CHAPTER 51
  61. CHAPTER 52
  62. CHAPTER 53
  63. CHAPTER 54
  64. CHAPTER 55
  65. EPILOGUE
  66. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Anna frowned and returned her focus to the stem. With her second glance, she noticed two small leaves, like blades of grass, splitting from the central stem. One of the blades was green while the other was pale yellow.

Probably because the first blocks sun from the second, she thought.

“Good,” Mother Susana whispered.

At the base of the stem, she noticed a fuzzy web of roots that wound down into the rock, holding it in place and mining for food.

What does it find to eat? she wondered.

“Good. Now close your eyes. Go deeper.”

Anna closed her eyes. The image of the stem glowed inside her eyelids. Without any prompting, her mind traveled backward, to the time when the stem was merely a seed, deep in the belly of another plant. She saw how, when the wind rose, the seed was thrown into the air and tossed on erratic currents until it landed with a merciless thud against dry rock, not a speck of soil in sight. A locust clicked on a nearby ledge.

Would the insect eat the seed? she fretted.

“Good. Go deeper.”

Anna heard Susana speak, but the words felt more like vibrations than language. Her body, she realized, had moved to a different plane. She was no longer wrapped in the shell of Anna but joined with the entirety of the world. It felt like floating.

“Live yourself into the miracle of what you have chosen.”

Anna’s awareness jumped inside the seed itself. There she felt the hum and presence of life. Untapped life. Waiting to be born. Throbbing against the husk that contained it. From inside the seed, she heard a gentle pattering. After a moment, she realized it was the sound of raindrops. She felt the entire globe lurch as the seed rolled. Just before she turned upside down, she pulled her awareness back outside the seed and saw it floating on the tip of a tiny tongue of water. The water whisked the seed toward a crack in the rock and finally over the edge!

“Live into the miracle.”

Anna considered the impossibility of the seed’s situation. After its harrowing journey on top of the winds, after avoiding a hungry locust, it had fallen into a deep, dark crack. But the crease formed by the crack, she realized, acted like a cup to capture and hold water and soil. Soon she heard the crack of husk as the seed burst open beneath the water’s soft touch. From between its two halves, a pale gold shoot, impossibly tender, reached skyward, drawing water into its core to lift it … up … up … toward the light far above.

“Good, Anna,” Mother Susana whispered. She laid a hand on her knee.

Anna jolted as if wakened from a dream. When she opened her eyes, her vision was blurred.

“Have you seen?” Mother Susana asked.

Anna nodded. She felt strangely lightened. Peaceful. And whole.