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Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART ONEANNA
  7. CHAPTER 1
  8. CHAPTER 2
  9. CHAPTER 3
  10. CHAPTER 4
  11. PART TWOSHEPHERD
  12. CHAPTER 5
  13. CHAPTER 6
  14. CHAPTER 7
  15. CHAPTER 8
  16. CHAPTER 9
  17. CHAPTER 10
  18. PART THREESISTER
  19. CHAPTER 11
  20. CHAPTER 12
  21. CHAPTER 13
  22. CHAPTER 14
  23. CHAPTER 15
  24. CHAPTER 16
  25. CHAPTER 17
  26. CHAPTER 18
  27. CHAPTER 19
  28. CHAPTER 20
  29. CHAPTER 21
  30. CHAPTER 22
  31. CHAPTER 23
  32. CHAPTER 24
  33. CHAPTER 25
  34. CHAPTER 26
  35. CHAPTER 27
  36. CHAPTER 28
  37. CHAPTER 29
  38. PART FOURHEALER
  39. CHAPTER 30
  40. CHAPTER 31
  41. CHAPTER 32
  42. CHAPTER 33
  43. CHAPTER 34
  44. CHAPTER 35
  45. CHAPTER 36
  46. CHAPTER 37
  47. CHAPTER 38
  48. CHAPTER 39
  49. CHAPTER 40
  50. CHAPTER 41
  51. CHAPTER 42
  52. CHAPTER 43
  53. CHAPTER 44
  54. CHAPTER 45
  55. CHAPTER 46
  56. CHAPTER 47
  57. CHAPTER 48
  58. CHAPTER 49
  59. CHAPTER 50
  60. CHAPTER 51
  61. CHAPTER 52
  62. CHAPTER 53
  63. CHAPTER 54
  64. CHAPTER 55
  65. EPILOGUE
  66. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Anna noticed how a feeling of calm overcame her. Just from being in Susana’s presence. It was the same feeling she had when sitting in the arms of the great sycamore.

But a small part of her mind could not help wondering why the elder woman had called to her. They rarely spoke.

Had she done something to displease her?

Mother Susana chuckled to herself, sensing the young shepherd’s fears.

“I am told you have recently been of enormous help in acquiring special herbs,” she said, her voice clear and steady.

Anna glanced over. It was true. Since stumbling upon the haoma, she had set her sights on uncovering ever more rare finds. Her efforts had resulted in the collection and cultivation of several new varieties.

“Yes,” Anna said. “And Rachel has told me that the haoma is growing well and should, one day, be hearty enough to provide a consistent harvest.”

“Is that so?”

Anna frowned. “At first we struggled with its needs, having over-watered it, I fear. But now the plant is well established and will soon bloom.”

Mother Susana allowed herself a smile. Both Shereen and Ruth had kept her apprised of the young shepherd’s progress—from tending sheep to making repairs, from gardening to copying scrolls. And, the elder woman could see, their claims that Anna possessed a keen curiosity and capacity for learning had not been exaggerated.

The young shepherd boy had truly grown into a remarkable woman.

Though she had left Anna’s guidance in the hands of the other Sisters, Mother Susana had felt propelled as of late by a sense that her turn to participate in the young woman’s development had come.

Staring into the distance, the elder fell into a deep silence. After several moments, she said, “When Zahra and Maya and I were young, our mother taught us a game,” she said.

Anna watched the old woman’s eyes grow hazy with internal focus. Her fingers curled around her staff.

After a minute, Mother Susana said, “Would you like to try it?”

Anna nodded.

“First,” Mother Susana began, “find something.”

Anna looked around her.

“It can be anything. An object, a scent, a sound.”

The pale green shoot of a small plant poking from the rock caught Anna’s eye. She had not even noticed it before.

“You have chosen?”

Anna nodded.

“Now,” Mother Susana intoned. “Take slow, deep breaths and focus on what you have chosen. As you breathe, let your mind slip from its hinges. Let it go out and greet what you have chosen. Let your heart set its cares aside. Let it also go out and greet what you have chosen. Introduce yourselves and discover all you can.”

Anna looked down at the shoot. It seemed so plain. She wished she had chosen something more interesting.

“Do not judge, simply discover.”