I took a drive to clear my head, but found no clarity at all. My thoughts wandered, and so did I, driving past the house, the police station, even the school. When I reached the quarry, I found a dull sky that pressed down on whitecaps and dark water. A single car was in the field, so I parked beside it, and walked down to the stony beach. Becky was there in blue jeans and a buttoned shirt. The wind took her hair, and streamed it like a flag. She wore no makeup, no shoes. If anything, she was prettier than she’d been in church. When she saw me, she pushed her hands into her pockets, so the jeans rode low on her hips. “It’s strange,” she said. “This place without our friends.”

Stupidly, I said, “I got your note.”

Tucking a strand of hair behind her ear, she smiled shyly. “I’m sorry about Dana’s dad.”

“Ah, Mr. White’s okay.”

“He thought people would talk. He just wanted to help.”

“You looked beautiful,” I said.

“It was Dana’s dress.”

“I’m not talking about the dress.”

The smile came again, and she led me along the shore, and it was quiet for a while. Barefoot, she picked her way along the quarry’s broken edge until we reached a stand of pine, where we sat on a bed of needles, and spoke of things like school and Chance and the future. She asked for my thoughts on Vietnam, and I struggled to find the right answer. The war was a mess, but others my age were fighting and dying.

“Do you think you’ll be drafted?”

“Odds are against it.”

She drew her knees to her chest, and watched me with those cornflower blues. “Are you thinking of enlisting?”

No one had ever asked me that straight on. Maybe no one saw me so clearly. “Why do you ask?”

“I know your brother died in Vietnam. I know you were close.”

I had no easy response, so we stared across the water, her shoulder against mine. “You haven’t asked about Jason.”

“Do you want to talk about him?”

“Not really.”

“Then let’s not.”

She touched my hand, and we found other things to discuss. It turned out that Chance was right about one thing. Becky had been accepted to Princeton, but wasn’t going. “Too expensive,” she said; but I saw no bitterness. “Come on, there’s more to see.” She led me farther along the water’s edge, and when we reached a finger of rock, she clambered down to a place where water almost covered the stone. Once down, she crossed her arms as cool wind raced across the water. “My parents told me about Princeton two months ago, that it was impossible, even with financial aid.”

“That blows. I’m sorry.”