Chapters (75)
- Cover
- Back Cover Text
- Praise
- Booklist
- About the Author
- Dedication
- Quote
- Prologue
- Part One
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- Part Two
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- Part Three
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- Part Four
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- Part Five
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- Part Six
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- Part Seven
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- Part Eight
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- Part Nine
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- Part Ten
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- Part Eleven
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- Part Twelve
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- Part Thirteen
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- EPILOGUE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- AUTHOR NOTE
- Reader’s Guide
- Questions for Discussion
- The Heirloom Garden
- Abby
She places her hands on my shoulders and gives them a squeeze. “Well, I wouldn’t,” she says with a laugh. “But it sounds like you need to.”
“I don’t want to,” I say, unable to hide my emotions, like a kid who is told he has to get a needle.
The librarian laughs. “I don’t blame you,” she says, leaving me to my research.
TWENTY-ONE
“See?”
I try to follow Scooter’s mitten as he gestures into the air, but all I can do is laugh.
“Those look great on you,” I say, trying to keep a straight face.
“They do, don’t they?” he says.
Scooter is sporting a pair of sock monkey mittens. I was worried his fingers would get frostbitten during our walk, and made him wear the only pair of gloves I could locate: a pair that Nate “won” years ago during the white elephant Christmas gift exchange my parents so loved. They always held it on Christmas Eve, after a few glasses of champagne. Nate, of course, was aghast and refused to wear the mittens. He thought they were childish, just like the white elephant exchange.
Scooter holds up his hands and wiggles his thumbs, making it appear as if the two sock monkeys are boxing. I laugh.
“Totally age appropriate,” I say.
“If we could live in a world filled with sock monkeys, Rock ’Em Sock ’Em Robots and Lite-Brites, it would be a better place, wouldn’t it?” He stops and looks out over Lake Michigan. “Kids just want to grow up as fast as they can.” He turns and looks at me. “We didn’t know how good we had it, did we?”
Like earlier in the day, the raw emotion and innocence of his words touch me. In a stocking cap and mittens, his cheeks ruddy from the wind, his eyes bright, Scooter still looks like a young man, a kid at heart. And, in a way, he’s right. As adults we’re confronted with life’s often unending cruelty: loss of dreams, death, divorce, aging, health and money issues. I watch Scooter as he kneels near a creek, his reflection staring back. He waves at himself with his mittens, and a boyish smile appears.
He ran from his demons and returned, I think. Innocence intact, despite all of life’s setbacks.
“See?” he asks as he had earlier and gestures broadly again. “This is why I wanted you to come down here. You missed a lot of this as a city girl who spent winters in Chicago.”