Chapters (75)
- Cover
- Back Cover Text
- Praise
- Booklist
- About the Author
- Dedication
- Quote
- Prologue
- Part One
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- Part Two
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- Part Three
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- Part Four
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- Part Five
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- Part Six
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- Part Seven
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- Part Eight
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- Part Nine
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- Part Ten
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- Part Eleven
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- Part Twelve
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- Part Thirteen
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- EPILOGUE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- AUTHOR NOTE
- Reader’s Guide
- Questions for Discussion
- The Heirloom Garden
- Abby
“Thank God,” I say into the fridge, seeing the rotisserie chicken I’d picked up at Trader Joe’s. I pull it from the fridge with my free hand and then walk to the cupboard where I find some white rice to microwave. I set the dog down on the floor, tear up some of the chicken and mix it with some rice in a big plastic bowl. The dog devours the food within seconds. I pour a big bowl of water and also place it on the floor, and the Lab begins to drink as if he’s never had a drink in his life before. I think of what my friend had texted and pick up the bowl after a bit, afraid he might bloat.
He slowly begins to investigate the kitchen, walking around and sniffing every corner. And then I watch him pick up steam and scamper into the living room.
“Come here, you,” I call. “Where are you going?”
As if pulled by a magnet, the dog beelines toward the old, hook rug by the door. He starts to paw at the rug, making a bed. He scratches and turns, butt in the air, tail suddenly wagging, and scratches and turns, until he suddenly drops like a rock. I walk over to him and smile. He looks up at me, thumps his tail weakly and again sighs. Within seconds, he is sound asleep on the rug.
I take a seat on the floor and watch the lost creature sleep.
I can’t keep you, I think, my heart breaking. I just can’t.
I assess my first day as an innkeeper: a cottage reno that will break my bank; nosy neighbors who want to kill my business; a hole in my roof; and, now, an abandoned, abused dog.
A misfit, just like me.
I pull my phone from the pocket of Evan’s sweats I’m still wearing and pull up my Notes. So many good ideas. I stop.
So many good ideas that run smack-dab into the reality of life, I correct.
I stare at the dog.
“How ironic,” I say out loud. “Just when I told myself I didn’t need a man in my life.”
The dog hears my voice, opens its eyes, sees me there and thumps its tail before closing its eyes once again.
Maybe, I think instead, smiling at the dog, it’s not me who needs saving.
I look at my cell, at all of my scribbled ideas.
Maybe you’re the one who needs saving. Maybe a lot of people need help if someone will just do it. I stop. “Maybe,” I say to the cottage, “I’m the superhero, the Elsa, the Wonder Woman after all.”
The dog again opens his eyes and barks gently.