Chapters (75)
- Cover
- Back Cover Text
- Praise
- Booklist
- About the Author
- Dedication
- Quote
- Prologue
- Part One
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- Part Two
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- Part Three
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- Part Four
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- Part Five
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- Part Six
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- Part Seven
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- Part Eight
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- Part Nine
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- Part Ten
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- Part Eleven
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- Part Twelve
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- Part Thirteen
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- EPILOGUE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- AUTHOR NOTE
- Reader’s Guide
- Questions for Discussion
- The Heirloom Garden
- Abby
I look at him, eyes wide, a big smile crossing my face. That’s the old phrase my dad quoted to me and Evan growing up: we all doubt ourselves, which ultimately paralyzes us from becoming who we want to be.
I inhale, hug Evan and take a step toward the door, my legs stronger. I stop on the rug by the front door and turn. “Bring everyone to the beach at noon,” I say. “I want to get everything set up first.”
Evan nods, and as I turn to leave, my eyes catch on the Cottage Rules sign by the front door, almost as if my father is standing by it, waving his arms and pointing.
I see it, Dad, I think. I hear you.
I turn, feeling emboldened, my gait suddenly filled with confidence, and walk out the front door.
It is a magical June day on the lakeshore, the kind of day that guests cross their fingers to get while on vacation. The sun immediately warms my skin.
A gift, my father used to call days like these. A gift from God, Adie Lou.
The wind is light and carries the scent of sunscreen, newly mowed grass and gas from boats on the water. But above those is the unmistakable, perfumed scent of peonies.
My mom’s roses are clambering up the trellis and about ready to pop, while the hydrangeas that circle the cottage are already as big as VW Beetles, their electric blue and stunning pink blossoms—which will fill my McCoy vases all summer long—just a few weeks away from bursting.
On the way down to the beach, I stop and admire the tiny cottage gardens I planted, tiered surprises of color to greet guests upon their arrival: a stand of iris—tall and proud—in every color from dark chocolate to deep purple; cheery white daisies with centers as round and golden as the sun; and my favorite flower in the entire world, peonies.
My grandma used to say that heaven must smell like peonies, and I pray this is true. I stop and bend down to pull a flower to my nose. I inhale the sweet scent, and then do it again, before admiring the peony’s perfection: a powder puff of fragile pink-white petals as soft as a baby’s skin, a blossom of breathtaking beauty so heavy it exhausts the stem that holds it.
An army of ants marches around a burgeoning blossom, and they resemble ballerinas performing The Nutcracker on a beautiful stage.
I can’t help myself, and I pluck the peony I was just admiring and hold it to my nose as I walk to the beach.