“If Ericen said that to you, you’d punch him in the face, and rightfully so. It’s a lie.”

“Maybe it’s not. If I can’t hatch the egg, then what use am I?”

Caliza shifted in her seat, facing me. “Do you know why I wanted the crows to accept me so badly?” I shook my head, and she continued, “Because I was jealous of you.”

I laughed, but her face remained impassive. “I’m serious, Thia. I was jealous of the future you had waiting for you. A life of magic and flight, respect and strength. While you prepared to harness an ancient power, I prepared to shackle myself to a life of politics and planning. Don’t get me wrong,” she said quickly when I started to protest. “This is what I wanted. But it’s not quite so impressive as soaring hundreds of feet in the air on the back of a legendary beast.”

“It’s pretty damn impressive to me,” I muttered.

She smiled softly. “Those reasons could have made me jealous of any rider, but I wasn’t. It was only you. Because I, like everyone, knew what you were.”

“A delinquent?”

“A storm.” She locked gazes with me. “A tempest of lightning and thunder with the kind of heart found only in legends. A heart full of kindness and courage and strength. And when I looked at you, I saw only the woman you would become. The leader you would become.”

She took my hand, holding tight. “Don’t let Razel win. Don’t let her silence the storm inside you. I might be queen, but you were meant to be so much more. Crow or no crow, one way or another, you will fly. You were always meant to rule the sky.”

I stared at her, my hand holding so tightly to hers, it had gone numb. When she spoke, it was so easy to see what she saw. To see the future I could have had, the leader I could have been, and how I’d let it slip away, day by day, sinking deeper and deeper into oblivion.

Don’t let Razel win. Don’t let her silence the storm inside you.

I swallowed hard, closing my eyes until the burning behind them stopped. Then I drew a long, slow breath and let it out. When I opened my eyes, fire burned through every inch of me, and yet I felt strangely calm.

“You’re right.” A smile tugged at my lips.

She smiled back. “I usually am.”

* * *

My hunt for Kiva ended in the hall outside Caliza’s office. She had stopped abruptly, hand clapping against her hip where her sword should have been. She’d forgotten it.

Kiva never forgot her sword.

That’s enough. Before she could fully turn around, I tackled her through the open door of a nearby empty sitting room. She stumbled but kept her feet.