Back The Stasi Game
Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Introduction
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Epilogue
  57. Glossary
  58. Author’s Note
  59. Acknowledgements
  60. About the Author

We pile into the apartment block’s basement – Mutti, me, Oma and Opa. It’s somewhere that always fills me with terror – there’s no electric light. Some families are already there with candles. Children are screaming and being shouted at to shut up by the parents, or just being held and rocked and comforted. There are probably around twenty of us down there, including a mother and her baby. The woman’s perhaps only a couple of years older than I am, and – in the flickering candlelight – I see the fear in her eyes.

It’s not a proper air raid shelter, but then no one ever expected Dresden – with all its architecture, all its jewels and riches, all its culture – to actually be attacked. In one corner there’s a bathtub half-filled with water, and buckets of sand. Rudimentary, home-made attempts to get prepared.

One of the older men gets up and opens the basement door to look outside. He comes back, his voice quivering in terror, to say he’s seen ‘Christmas Trees’. I don’t understand at first – then Mutti explains. They’re the magnesium flares dropped by the vanguard of a bomber force to light up a target. I can imagine the scene, and it fills with me with horror – the whole city must be lit up as though there are tens of thousands of floodlights trained on it.

Mutti tries to reassure me. She says it’s probably only a reconnaissance mission – that they’re just taking photographs of the city. I don’t believe her.

Then the explosions start.

First, it’s a series of whistling sounds, then the booms.

Mutti urges us to lie on the floor, me underneath her, to try to protect me. She tries to get Opa to lie on top of Oma but they’re not interested. Perhaps they’re too old to do that. There are explosions followed by explosions. The whole ground shaking, the whole building shaking above us. At some point the candle on the table must be blown over, because we’re suddenly plunged into darkness, and that just makes things even more terrifying.

It feels like someone is hitting the back of my neck as each bomb drops, and the air pressure in the cellar changes.

It seems to go on for ever – bomb after bomb, explosion after explosion.

Eventually, the bombs stop falling, and the drone of the aircraft engines fades away.

There is stunned silence in the cellar. We gingerly get to our feet. All four of us seem to be none the worse for wear, but it is scorching hot and I’m struggling to breathe, as though all the air has been sucked from my body. The other three are panting and hyperventilating too and we realise we have to get out.