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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Introduction
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Epilogue
  57. Glossary
  58. Author’s Note
  59. Acknowledgements
  60. About the Author

‘I’m not playing these sort of games with you.’ I turn towards the door, to make my way out. I try to turn the handle. It’s locked, of course.

‘Please sit down again, Lotti,’ says the major, using my given name for the first time. ‘We don’t want to have to use these photographs, and we don’t intend to. They’re not something we set out to catch you doing. Dr Southwick’s flat was under surveillance as part of our normal operations, simply because he is a foreigner in an influential position.’

I slump back down onto the stool. I feel like bursting into tears but don’t want to give them that satisfaction. The colonel lifts up the phone and summons someone. Then the guard is back with a colleague – wheeling in an armchair. They place it in front of the desk.

‘Come and sit here, Lotti,’ says the major. ‘It’ll be more comfortable.’

Like a robot, I get up and obey. Already I feel broken by their mind games.

‘Now, as I say,’ continues the major, still using his faux friendly voice, ‘that photograph isn’t going anywhere. In any case, you’re a single woman. You’ve done nothing illegal here.’

‘No, but he’s not single,’ I sob. ‘He’s married. I don’t want to be the one accused of ruining his marriage.’

‘He’s a big boy, Lotti,’ says the major. ‘He can make his own decisions. If he did split up with his wife, that wouldn’t be such a bad outcome for you, would it? He clearly has feelings for you.’

This time I don’t answer. Why would I want to win him that way?

‘Anyway,’ continues the major, ‘as we say, these photographs are going nowhere. And despite what you may think of us, we really do want to help – both you and Dr Southwick. That’s why we have a proposition to put to you. Would you like to hear it?’

‘Do I have a choice?’

The colonel sighed. ‘We’re trying to do this in a co-operative, comradely way, Frau Rolf. This isn’t a prison as such, but it does have remand cells, and some inmates have found themselves incarcerated here for some length of time while their actions have been investigated. Now, your many petitions about SDAG Wismut could be interpreted as trying to foment insurrection against a vital state enterprise. I’m sure that wasn’t your intention.’ The man wrings his powerful hands together. I imagine them round the neck of a chicken, or pheasant, squeezing out the last bit of life.

‘No. Of course it wasn’t.’