Back The Stasi Game
Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Introduction
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Epilogue
  57. Glossary
  58. Author’s Note
  59. Acknowledgements
  60. About the Author

He wasn’t sure who he was expecting to answer. Would Lotti even remember him? In any case, surely she would no longer live here – she would have made her way in the world, married, had children, fulfilled at least some of her hopes and dreams? As had he. Not the children. Barbara and he had been unable to conceive. They’d just accepted it as fate.

Once again, he rapped on the door, this time a little harder, then had to rub his knuckles to ease the pain away.

Finally, it was half opened. A hunched old woman looked up at him quizzically.

‘Frau Rolf?’ he asked.

‘Yes,’ she replied, suspiciously.

‘You probably don’t recognise me. My name’s Arnold Southwick. I came here on holiday with my parents in the 1930s. I became a pen pal of—’

‘Of Lotti’s? Yes, of course. I remember.’ She peered at him myopically through her spectacles. ‘Well I don’t really recognise you, to be honest,’ she laughed. ‘But I do remember your name, the fact that Lotti was fond of you. Would you like to come in?’

She fully opened the door, and ushered him inside. ‘You don’t have any luggage?’ she asked, her voice tinged with disappointment.

‘Ah sorry, no. I’m not here on holiday. I’m actually working at the university in Dresden temporarily. For a few months, possibly a year or so. I just thought I might pop in and say hello, for old time’s sake. Does Lotti still live with you?’

‘Oh no. She’s been gone a long while. I don’t think she had any interest in going into hotel work. She was never one to wait hand and foot on people.’

The woman showed him into the lounge and pointed to a chair. Everything looked horribly familiar – as though there had been no real investment in the hotel since the 1930s.

‘If you’re happy to let me have her address, it would be nice to look her up. Presumably she’s married with children by now?’

As he said the words, Arnie saw the cloud of sadness pass across Frau Rolf’s face. He remembered the old rule too late: assume nothing, otherwise you’ll make an ‘ass’ out of ‘u’ and ‘me’. He’d obviously put his foot in it.

‘I don’t think Lotti was ever the marrying type really,’ said the woman, sadly. ‘She’s had boyfriends, of course – well, one or two – but no one she’s ever really fallen for.’ Then her face brightened. ‘She was always very sweet on you, of course.’

‘Ha!’ laughed Arnie. ‘I’m sure she wouldn’t be now. Anyway, I’ve been happily married for more than thirty years. I was just interested in getting back in touch for old time’s sake.’