Contents ( 31)
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY CHRISTINA LAUREN
- THE BEAUTIFUL SERIES
- THE WILD SEASONS SERIES
“No. I’m going to work on that. I promise.”
Jess stared up at him. Dark eyes, thick lashes, full mouth. That smooth neck she fantasized about licking and biting her way down to the world’s most perfectly muscled collarbones. Inside that cranium was a genius-level brain, and—when he let himself out of the lab for a breath—River Peña had the emotional depth of a man who’d already lived an entire lifetime. He talked stats with her, and the little heart that watched stories with his abuela still beat in his chest. He loves me, and he loves my kid.
“I don’t want to break up, either,” Jess admitted.
He bowed his head, exhaling slowly. “Oh my God. I really wasn’t sure which way that was going to go.” Reaching forward, he cupped the back of her neck and gently guided her forward, into his arms. “Holy shit, about your mom. I… this is a bigger conversation, I know.”
“Later,” Jess said, pulling back and resting her hand on his chest. “Is the company going under?”
He shook his head. “In the end, they only fabricated our score. Everything else reproduced within the standard margin of error.”
The next question Jess had rose shakily to the surface. “Did you ever run our samples together?”
“I did.” Reaching into his blazer pocket, he pulled out a small sealed envelope. “For you.”
A potent mixture of dread and excitement streaked through her. “Do you know what the answer is?”
He shrugged, smiling.
“Is that a yes or a no?”
Nodding once, River admitted, “I do. I didn’t trust anyone else to run it, but I worried someone would, eventually, out of curiosity.”
Chewing on her lip, she fought the internal battle. Should she look? Should she not? Voice tight, Jess told him, “I don’t care what our score is. I never have.”
He laughed. “So don’t look.”
“Do you care what our score is?”
River slowly shook his head. “No.”
“It’s easy for you to say that because you’ve seen it.” She paused. “Does that mean it’s bad?”
Again he shook his head. “No.”
“Is it something wild? Like the ninety-eight was actually right?” He paused, chewed his lip, and then slowly shook his head a third time. Jess blew out a frustrated breath. “Do you feel better about it now?”
“Jess,” he said gently, “all you have to do is open the envelope to know.”
She squeezed her eyes closed. “I don’t want to. I understand that you needed to see the data, but I hate that you needed to see it to choose me.”
He quickly reacted, shooting an arm around her waist. “I don’t. I’m telling you; this score doesn’t matter to me. I love you because I love you, whether or not I’m supposed to.”
Jess squinted up at him, picking these words apart. “Okay, I’m going to assume that we’re a Base Match.”
He nodded, satisfied, and put the envelope away. “Sounds good.”
“Are we?”
River grinned, saying, “No,” and she growled.