Back The Rains
Chapters (54)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Preface
  5. Epigraph
  6. Entry 1
  7. Entry 2
  8. Entry 3
  9. Entry 4
  10. Entry 5
  11. Entry 6
  12. Entry 7
  13. Entry 8
  14. Entry 9
  15. Entry 10
  16. Entry 11
  17. Entry 12
  18. Entry 13
  19. Entry 14
  20. Entry 15
  21. Entry 16
  22. Entry 17
  23. Entry 18
  24. Entry 19
  25. Entry 20
  26. Entry 21
  27. Entry 22
  28. Entry 23
  29. Entry 24
  30. Entry 25
  31. Entry 26
  32. Entry 27
  33. Entry 28
  34. Entry 29
  35. Entry 30
  36. Entry 31
  37. Entry 32
  38. Entry 33
  39. Entry 34
  40. Entry 35
  41. Entry 36
  42. Entry 37
  43. Entry 38
  44. Entry 39
  45. Entry 40
  46. Entry 41
  47. Entry 42
  48. Entry 43
  49. Entry 44
  50. Entry 45
  51. Epilogue
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. About the Author
  54. Newsletter Sign-up

At first he probably thought it was a clearing of his ears or the drink playing tricks on him. Then it came again, riding the breeze from the fields, a gentle popping like feather pillows ripping open.

A moment later he tasted a bitter dust coating his mouth. He spit a gob over the railing, reached through his screen door, grabbed his shotgun, and lumbered down the steps toward the fields. From an upstairs window, his son watched the powerful beam of a flashlight zigzag across the ground, carving up the darkness.

The bitter taste grew stronger in McCafferty’s mouth, as if a waft of pollen had thickened the air. He reached the brink of his fallow field, and what he saw brought him up short, his mouth gaping, his boots sinking in the soft mud.

A dried-out pod imploded, releasing a puff of tiny particles into the air. And then the seven-foot stalk beneath it collapsed, disintegrating into a heap of dust above the soil. He watched as the neighboring pod burst, its stalk crumbling into nothingness. And then the next. And the next. It was like a haunted-house trick—a ghost vanishing, leaving only a sheet fluttering to the ground. The weeds collapsed, row after row, sinking down into the earth they’d mysteriously appeared from.

At last the pollen grew too strong, and he coughed into a fist and headed back to his bottle, hoping the bourbon would clear his throat.

Early the next morning, McCafferty awoke and threw off the sheets. His belly was distended. Not ribs-and-coleslaw-at-a-Fourth-of-July-party swollen, but bulging like a pregnant woman five months in. His wife stirred at his side, pulling the pillow over her head. Ignoring the cramps, he trudged to the closet and dressed as he did every morning. The overalls stretched across his bulging gut, but he managed to wiggle them up and snap the straps into place. He had work to do, and the hired hands weren’t gonna pay themselves.

As the sun climbed the sky, the pain in his stomach worsened. He sat on the motionless tractor, mopping his forehead. He could still taste that bitter pollen, feel it in the lining of his gut, even sense it creeping up the back of his throat into his head.

He knocked off early, a luxury he had not indulged in since his wedding day, and dragged himself upstairs and into a cold shower. His bloated stomach pushed out so far that his arms could barely encircle it. Streaks fissured the skin on his sides just like the stretch marks that had appeared at Lucille’s hips during her pregnancies. The cramping came constantly now, throbbing knots of pain.

The water beat at him, and he felt himself grow foggy. He leaned against the wall of the shower stall, his vision smearing the tiles, and he sensed that pollen in his skull, burrowing into his brain.

He remembered nothing else.

He did not remember stepping from the shower.