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Chapters (54)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Preface
  5. Epigraph
  6. Entry 1
  7. Entry 2
  8. Entry 3
  9. Entry 4
  10. Entry 5
  11. Entry 6
  12. Entry 7
  13. Entry 8
  14. Entry 9
  15. Entry 10
  16. Entry 11
  17. Entry 12
  18. Entry 13
  19. Entry 14
  20. Entry 15
  21. Entry 16
  22. Entry 17
  23. Entry 18
  24. Entry 19
  25. Entry 20
  26. Entry 21
  27. Entry 22
  28. Entry 23
  29. Entry 24
  30. Entry 25
  31. Entry 26
  32. Entry 27
  33. Entry 28
  34. Entry 29
  35. Entry 30
  36. Entry 31
  37. Entry 32
  38. Entry 33
  39. Entry 34
  40. Entry 35
  41. Entry 36
  42. Entry 37
  43. Entry 38
  44. Entry 39
  45. Entry 40
  46. Entry 41
  47. Entry 42
  48. Entry 43
  49. Entry 44
  50. Entry 45
  51. Epilogue
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. About the Author
  54. Newsletter Sign-up

Something moved to my right. And to my left.

And then all around the vast cemetery.

Mappers.

Still dressed like ranch hands, probably from Billy Joe Durant’s two-thousand-head cattle operation to the north. At least thirty of them.

Somehow in the fog, I’d missed them. And they’d missed me.

They walked their patterns in every direction I looked. Their heads tilted downward, they swept through the cemetery like an army of ants, covering every square inch.

Entry 32

ENTRY 32

Standing before my parents’ graves, I unfocused my gaze, trying to take in as many of the Hosts as possible. The entire cemetery seemed alive, crawling with them. Their movements were coordinated, the Mappers keeping a short distance apart as they strategically covered ground. I thought about using the revolver, but by the time I’d spent the six shots, the remaining Hosts would’ve swamped me.

A ranch hand in a ragged denim jacket was closing in fast. He turned crisply on his heel, cutting across the back of a mausoleum. His next pivot would take him directly into me. And anywhere I stepped would be right into the path of another Host. A second Mapper trudged along behind me; others walked spirals to either side of my parents’ graves. Beyond the nearest Hosts were layers more, deep in every direction, stretching as far as the darkness and thinning mist allowed me to see.

I dropped to the moist earth before my parents’ plots. The grass smelled fresh like summer, like baseball. A few wisps of fog floated through the air.

I had let go of everyone and everything in the world. I was as alone as I’d ever been, as alone as I’d ever be.

A squish of mud signaled the ranch hand’s next turn. He emerged from the side of the mausoleum, heading for me, his head scanning the ground just ahead of the tips of his boots.

I grabbed the baling hooks so hard that my knuckles ached.

Wet grass slurped at his boots as he moved forward. His eyeless eyes were inches from noticing me. I watched the cant of his head.

And it struck me how I could save myself.

Sliding off my pack, I rolled neatly backward over my shoulders, landing on all fours atop my parents’ graves. Somehow the Stetson stayed on my head. The Mapper walked right past me, close enough that the cuff of his pant leg shushed across my cheek.

Easing to my feet, I pulled the pack on again and slid behind him. I kept right on his back, the tattered denim undulating between his shoulder blades inches from my face. I held his pace precisely, put my boots in his footsteps. When he turned, I turned. I could gaze straight through his head from behind, which helped me gauge where we were going. We crossed paths with another Mapper who drifted within spitting distance but did not look up.