Back The Rains
Chapters (54)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Preface
  5. Epigraph
  6. Entry 1
  7. Entry 2
  8. Entry 3
  9. Entry 4
  10. Entry 5
  11. Entry 6
  12. Entry 7
  13. Entry 8
  14. Entry 9
  15. Entry 10
  16. Entry 11
  17. Entry 12
  18. Entry 13
  19. Entry 14
  20. Entry 15
  21. Entry 16
  22. Entry 17
  23. Entry 18
  24. Entry 19
  25. Entry 20
  26. Entry 21
  27. Entry 22
  28. Entry 23
  29. Entry 24
  30. Entry 25
  31. Entry 26
  32. Entry 27
  33. Entry 28
  34. Entry 29
  35. Entry 30
  36. Entry 31
  37. Entry 32
  38. Entry 33
  39. Entry 34
  40. Entry 35
  41. Entry 36
  42. Entry 37
  43. Entry 38
  44. Entry 39
  45. Entry 40
  46. Entry 41
  47. Entry 42
  48. Entry 43
  49. Entry 44
  50. Entry 45
  51. Epilogue
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. About the Author
  54. Newsletter Sign-up

It seemed too hard to explain. But she nodded as if she understood anyways. She didn’t move from her spot by the bed.

“What did you go through?” she asked. “To get to me.”

I looked down at my boots.

“Tell me, Chance,” she said quietly.

So I did. I gave an abbreviated version of the empty church, of Chet’s attack and how Zeus died. The cemetery and the barricade, the climb up the pass and how I’d waited for dusk to come on, the terrible sounds of the assembly line carrying to my perch in the hills above the cannery.

She didn’t say a word, not even after I finished. Her lips were pursed, her eyes glimmering. It looked like she might be about to cry, but I wasn’t sure why. We stood in the silence a moment.

Then I remembered. I dug in my pocket. Came up with her jigsaw pendant.

“Patrick told me to bring this to you,” I said.

She seemed to realize she was still holding the towel, and she dropped it on the quilt next to the cowboy hat.

She reached back and took up her wet hair, exposing her slender neck. The whole time her eyes held mine. “Will you put it on for me?”

Blood rushed to my face. I looked down at the silver piece in my hand. That chain pooled in my palm, the tiny, delicate links. I willed my legs to move, but they wouldn’t listen.

“C’mere, Little Rain,” she said.

Keeping my eyes lowered, I walked over to her, my boots creaking the floorboards. I was standing right in front of her. We were about the same height, and I wondered when that had happened—she’d always been a few inches taller. Her neck was right there before me, an arc of wet hair floating just off the skin. I was looking at her jawline, her mouth. I didn’t dare lift my eyes to meet her gaze for fear of what they might reveal.

I reached up, the pendant dangling between my hands. My fingers grazed her neck. Her skin, so smooth. Her hair, cool against my knuckles as I fumbled with the clasp.

At last I got it.

She leaned forward.

And kissed me.

My heart stopped.

Her lips were as plush and soft as I’d ever imagined.

She pulled back, plucked the cowboy hat off the quilt, and seated it on my head. The room felt hazy to me, my thoughts and emotions swimming. Words drifted out of reach.

She gave me a sideways smile and brushed past me toward the door. “Let’s get going.”

Yanking on the backpack, I stumbled out after her, still unable to speak.