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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Halftitle
  3. By the same author
  4. Title
  5. Dedication
  6. Prologue
  7. Part I Cleave
  8. December 1979
  9. Spokes
  10. Saskia
  11. The Beige Bakkie
  12. Rutherford & Joseth
  13. The Villagers
  14. Spokes
  15. Kuki
  16. Spokes
  17. Saskia
  18. Joseth
  19. Spokes
  20. January 1980
  21. Tom
  22. Vida
  23. Tom
  24. Spokes
  25. Saskia
  26. Spokes
  27. Spokes
  28. February 1980
  29. Spokes
  30. Saskia
  31. Saskia
  32. Spokes
  33. Saskia
  34. Spokes
  35. Part II Cleave
  36. March 1980
  37. The Lovely Loveness
  38. Dikeledi
  39. Lukha
  40. Spokes
  41. Sitshengisiwe
  42. Philemon
  43. Rutherford & Spokes
  44. Spokes
  45. Spokes
  46. April 1980
  47. Spokes
  48. Silas
  49. Dr Gustav Mabuse
  50. Spokes
  51. Kuki
  52. The Red Aster
  53. Spokes
  54. Epilogue
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Rate this book

‘Is it really? When can I expect it?’ the editor asked, giving Saskia a craven look.

‘Soon.’

She was just about out the door when he said, ‘A caregiver has called for you several times. Something to do with your mother.’ He hesitated before continuing, ‘Something to do with Christmas. Apparently your mother was expecting you. Has been agitated ever since.’

Saskia stopped cold. Her mother had no business interfering with her life. And what right did the caregiver have to divulge so much to someone she had never met?

‘Do you want me to come with?’ the editor offered.

‘Why on God’s green earth would you want to do that?’ Saskia asked as she turned to him. As soon as she saw the expression on his face, she realised she had hurt him. Men … The problem with them was that once you had slept with them a few times, they thought they needed to start doing nice things for you. ‘My mother has always been untrustworthy … prone to dramatics … an attention-seeker,’ she explained as she headed out of his office.

Saskia arrived at the cottage on Ninth Avenue that her mother had lived in ever since she and her husband had separated but not divorced. It had all been too little too late, Saskia determined as she opened the squeaky gate. The cottage looked as if it had been torn out of a children’s book of fairy tales. It had a verdant and overgrown garden with effusions of rose bushes and flower beds everywhere, and there were climbers and ivy plants creeping up the walls, almost choking the cottage – someone’s green thumb obviously knew no bounds. Saskia walked up the crooked stone path that led to her mother’s front door and used her key to let herself in.

She found her mother sitting by the window and painting a sunset. Her mother looked so peaceful and everything around her was so tranquil that Saskia knew immediately that she should not have come. It was yet another false alarm.

‘This is what you called me for?’ Saskia asked the caregiver standing beside her. ‘You called me here so that I could watch my mother be happy?’

‘She was really bad a few hours ago. Very agitated … kept calling your name,’ the caregiver defended herself.

‘I’m a very busy woman. I don’t have time—’

‘Sassie? Is that you, dear?’ her mother said, turning away from the sunset to give her a look filled with hope. Her flowing, snow-white hair and black dress with a cape made her seem as though she were at once both benifecence and maleficence when all she really was was a mother.

Saskia took a deep breath. The caregiver escaped the room and closed the door behind her.

‘Yes, Mother. It’s me.’

‘Come here, dear,’ her mother said, motioning with her hand. ‘Come see the beautiful bounce in the sky.’