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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Halftitle
  3. By the same author
  4. Title
  5. Dedication
  6. Prologue
  7. Part I Cleave
  8. December 1979
  9. Spokes
  10. Saskia
  11. The Beige Bakkie
  12. Rutherford & Joseth
  13. The Villagers
  14. Spokes
  15. Kuki
  16. Spokes
  17. Saskia
  18. Joseth
  19. Spokes
  20. January 1980
  21. Tom
  22. Vida
  23. Tom
  24. Spokes
  25. Saskia
  26. Spokes
  27. Spokes
  28. February 1980
  29. Spokes
  30. Saskia
  31. Saskia
  32. Spokes
  33. Saskia
  34. Spokes
  35. Part II Cleave
  36. March 1980
  37. The Lovely Loveness
  38. Dikeledi
  39. Lukha
  40. Spokes
  41. Sitshengisiwe
  42. Philemon
  43. Rutherford & Spokes
  44. Spokes
  45. Spokes
  46. April 1980
  47. Spokes
  48. Silas
  49. Dr Gustav Mabuse
  50. Spokes
  51. Kuki
  52. The Red Aster
  53. Spokes
  54. Epilogue
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Rate this book

Once back in the brightness of day, Saskia looked at the framed photograph of Everleigh she had taken from the key table in the corridor on her way out. He was about fifteen years old in the photo, and he looked so very happy. It was hard to imagine that only four years later he had died an awful and tragic death.

Saskia placed the photo more carefully than she had intended in her rucksack. She blamed her need for care on the gentleness she had just witnessed between Kuki Coetzee and Beatrice Beit-Beauford. Women …

In Flat 2A, at the corner of Selborne Avenue and Borrow Street, Johan and Gemma Coetzee were eager to tell Saskia all about Emil. It would be their pleasure. He had been a good boy who had become a great man of history. His was an amazing life so, quite naturally, someone wanted to write about him and, quite naturally, they were happy to oblige by sharing. They especially loved the title she had come up with for the biography: Emil Coetzee: A Real-Life Hero – how very fitting.

Johan and Gemma Coetzee had a wealth of information about the one they called ‘Our Boy,’ even though he was now – wherever he was – a man of fifty-something. They brought for her to peruse and parse photographs of him as a child, yearbooks of his adolescence at the Selous School for Boys, and newspaper and magazine clippings of him as an adult. As Saskia looked at the photograph of the toddler Emil Coetzee walking into the Indian Ocean holding his mother’s and father’s hands, she wondered why they had only one photograph of him as an adult. This photograph had been taken at his wedding. In the photograph, the bride was missing and Emil Coetzee, looking happy enough, was flanked by his obviously overjoyed parents. Behind them all stood, rather ominously, a towering, tiered wedding cake.

Saskia could easily see how Emil Coetzee had had no choice but to be so handsome; his parents had been and still were very beautiful. There was something especially bygone-era about them, like movie stars from the silent era. Perhaps knowing this about themselves, they had the tragic self-absorption and self-indulgence of former celebrities. In listening to them talk about Our Boy, Saskia got the distinct impression that his story was merely an extension of their own story. They loved him as one would come to love a favourite accessory: not for the thing itself, but rather for the fact that it made its possessor look good and, perhaps, feel better.

‘I thought one or both of you were deaf,’ Saskia said, once she felt comfortable enough to broach the subject. ‘People say you communicate with each other in sign language.’