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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Halftitle
  3. By the same author
  4. Title
  5. Dedication
  6. Prologue
  7. Part I Cleave
  8. December 1979
  9. Spokes
  10. Saskia
  11. The Beige Bakkie
  12. Rutherford & Joseth
  13. The Villagers
  14. Spokes
  15. Kuki
  16. Spokes
  17. Saskia
  18. Joseth
  19. Spokes
  20. January 1980
  21. Tom
  22. Vida
  23. Tom
  24. Spokes
  25. Saskia
  26. Spokes
  27. Spokes
  28. February 1980
  29. Spokes
  30. Saskia
  31. Saskia
  32. Spokes
  33. Saskia
  34. Spokes
  35. Part II Cleave
  36. March 1980
  37. The Lovely Loveness
  38. Dikeledi
  39. Lukha
  40. Spokes
  41. Sitshengisiwe
  42. Philemon
  43. Rutherford & Spokes
  44. Spokes
  45. Spokes
  46. April 1980
  47. Spokes
  48. Silas
  49. Dr Gustav Mabuse
  50. Spokes
  51. Kuki
  52. The Red Aster
  53. Spokes
  54. Epilogue
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Rate this book

‘But all good things, as they say. Eventually it was time to leave and I became difficult. All of a sudden, I understood what my grandmother meant about the limited horizons of the farm. I understood why my aunts had chosen to go wild in the city, why my mother had chosen to die in the city, my father too. I told my well-meaning aunt that I was never going back to the farm and that I would stay at La Grange Skating Rink forever. My aunt, who had no experience with children, must have wondered what had happened to the little angel she had been with all day. But I was throwing my first ever tantrum and making the most of it.

‘A woman said, very kindly given the circumstances, “Here, perhaps this will make your daughter feel better.” She handed me a blue-and-white scarf … so delicate … so light … so seemingly made of air and even more refined things. It was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen, and I loved it immediately. I guess I was my mother’s daughter because the present of a pretty something had the desired effect: I stopped my crying and screaming and just gazed at the thing I held in my hands.’

Marion Hartley stopped again and reached into her handbag. However, this time she did not retrieve the box of cigarettes. She removed a gorgeous and much-loved blue-and-white scarf and handed it to Spokes.

‘I had hardly paid attention to the woman’s words, but my aunt had, and those words were to change my entire life. On the farm, everyone had a different hue. There were different textures of hair, eyes of different colours. No one looked the same, but there were some similarities, family resemblances. I understood that the Hartleys on the farmstead were all white. I understood that the people who lived in the village were mostly black. I understood that my family was made up of members who were various shades of brown. I understood that I was the lightest, that I had the straightest hair, that I had the bluest eyes. But none of it had ever really meant anything to me, or to anyone else, for that matter, who lived in that series of brick-and-mortar structures on the periphery of the Hartley farmstead. Until my aunt asked my grandmother if I could be her daughter – and my grandmother, with very little hesitation, agreed.