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  1. Contents
  2. RADIO QUARANTINE WITH HADLEY LOPEZ
  3. Special Joint US/Quarantine Zone Broadcast
  4. LENNON
  5. MAISIE
  6. LENNON
  7. MAISIE
  8. LENNON
  9. MAISIE
  10. LENNON
  11. MAISIE
  12. LENNON
  13. MAISIE
  14. LENNON
  15. MAISIE
  16. LENNON
  17. MAISIE
  18. LENNON
  19. MAISIE
  20. LENNON
  21. MAISIE
  22. LENNON
  23. MAISIE
  24. LENNON
  25. MAISIE
  26. LENNON
  27. MAISIE
  28. LENNON
  29. MAISIE
  30. LENNON
  31. MAISIE
  32. LENNON
  33. MAISIE
  34. LENNON
  35. MAISIE
  36. LENNON
  37. MAISIE
  38. LENNON
  39. MAISIE
  40. LENNON
  41. MAISIE
  42. LENNON
  43. MAISIE
  44. LENNON
  45. MAISIE
  46. LENNON
  47. MAISIE
  48. LENNON
  49. MAISIE
  50. LENNON
  51. MAISIE
  52. LENNON
  53. MAISIE
  54. LENNON
  55. WEEKLY UPDATE WITH MAISIE ROJAS
  56. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  57. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  58. What’s next on your reading list?

“In the US. When I get back. They’ve all already seen you. When I say, hey, that girl—the one who worked so hard to get me out—she’s going to be leading the south. I think they’ll like that.”

“Yeah, I’m sure that having a teenager in charge will really instill a lot of confidence.”

He leaned a little closer, which was dangerous, but he couldn’t help it. “Don’t do that.”

“What?”

“Don’t be self-deprecating. My dad always says to act like you know what you’re doing, all the time. People will eventually believe it.”

She rolled her eyes. “I’m sorry, but that is the most white-dude advice I have ever heard.”

“I’ll give you that.” He laughed. “Sometimes it results in guys like Declan shoving themselves into places they don’t belong. But sometimes it means people like you actually getting a shot and not letting dudes like Declan steamroll over you.”

She twisted a lock of hair in her fingers. “My dad always told me I wasn’t tough enough. Scary enough. He ruled through…”

“Fear, I know. We heard on the outside.”

“I was never good at that.”

“You don’t need to be good at that. You didn’t get here by being a scary asshole, did you?”

“I got here because you kept hounding me to bring you here.” Her lips curved up.

“You struck a pretty good deal, from what I remember. Not to toot my own horn, but I’ve been very helpful making it this far.”

“That was one hundred percent tooting your own horn.”

He laughed, reaching out and gently poking her arm. “Well, it’s true.”

“It is, actually. You’re very…adaptable.”

He cocked his head. He wasn’t sure what word he’d been expecting after very, but that wasn’t it.

“Adaptable,” he repeated.

“Yeah. I don’t think most people would have adjusted to all this the way you have.” She paused, her gaze steady on his. “I think you’re pretty okay up close too, you know.”

“What?” He was distracted by the freckle near her mouth.

“You said that you’re great from a distance. I think you’re great close up, too.”

The door to the building opened before he could respond, and Anna stepped out, a girl trailing behind her.

“We ready?” she asked.

No. He wasn’t ready for anything. Maisie had turned away, but he was still rooted in place, trying to remember when he’d said that he was great from a distance.

Right. When they were watching the news. He’d said it offhand and then regretted it, because it was too honest. He’d been too honest nearly every moment since he’d arrived in the Q, and he wasn’t entirely sure why.

No, he knew why. Because there weren’t any cameras or people staring at him. No one on the street recognized him. No one was analyzing his every word and reporting back to his dad’s campaign staff.

And so, he’d said I’m great from a distance to Maisie because, one, it was true, and two, he didn’t think it mattered. Even then, when he was still convincing her to take him to the exit, he was certain he was getting out. It didn’t matter what he said or did in here.