Chapters (81)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Image
- Part I
- Prologue: Edie
- Chapter One: Harry
- Chapter Two: Harry
- Chapter Three: Harry
- Chapter Four: Harry
- Chapter Five: Edie
- Chapter Six: Harry
- Chapter Seven: Harry
- Chapter Eight: Harry
- Chapter Nine: Edie
- Chapter Ten: Harry
- Chapter Eleven: Edie
- Chapter Twelve: Harry
- Chapter Thirteen: Harry
- Chapter Fourteen: Edie
- Chapter Fifteen: Harry
- Chapter Sixteen: Harry
- Chapter Seventeen: Harry
- Chapter Eighteen: Harry
- Chapter Nineteen: Harry
- Chapter Twenty: Harry
- Chapter Twenty-One: Edie
- Chapter Twenty-Two: Harry
- Chapter Twenty-Three: Harry
- Chapter Twenty-Four: Harry
- Chapter Twenty-Five: Edie
- Chapter Twenty-Six: Harry
- Chapter Twenty-Seven: Harry
- Chapter Twenty-Eight: Harry
- Chapter Twenty-Nine: Harry
- Chapter Thirty: Harry
- Chapter Thirty-One: Edie
- Chapter Thirty-Two: Harry
- Chapter Thirty-Three: Harry
- Chapter Thirty-Four: Harry
- Chapter Thirty-Five: Harry
- Chapter Thirty-Six: Harry
- Chapter Thirty-Seven: Harry
- Chapter Thirty-Eight: Edie
- Chapter Thirty-Nine: Harry
- Chapter Forty: Edie
- Chapter Forty-One: Harry
- Chapter Forty-Two: Harry
- Chapter Forty-Three: Harry
- Chapter Forty-Four: Harry
- Chapter Forty-Five: Harry
- Chapter Forty-Six: Harry
- Chapter Forty-Seven: Edie
- Chapter Forty-Eight: Harry
- Chapter Forty-Nine: Harry
- Chapter Fifty: Harry
- Chapter Fifty-One: Harry
- Part II
- Chapter Fifty-Two: Harry
- Chapter Fifty-Three: Edie
- Chapter Fifty-Four: Harry
- Chapter Fifty-Five: Edie
- Chapter Fifty-Six: Harry
- Chapter Fifty-Seven: Edie
- Chapter Fifty-Eight: Harry
- Chapter Fifty-Nine: Edie
- Chapter Sixty: Harry
- Chapter Sixty-One: Edie
- Chapter Sixty-Two: Harry
- Chapter Sixty-Three: Edie
- Chapter Sixty-Four: Harry
- Chapter Sixty-Five: Edie
- Chapter Sixty-Six: Harry
- Chapter Sixty-Seven: Edie
- Chapter Sixty-Eight: Harry
- Epilogue: Harry and Edie
- Acknowledgments
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- Q&A with Caroline Scott
- Praise
- About the Publisher
“All I know is that your husband was taken away to the dressing station. Rose took him there himself. He carried him, they said. That’s the only thing that I can tell you. I don’t know anything more. That’s the only thing that I heard.”
“Rose?”
“Captain Rose. Michael Rose. They’d been friends, you see, him and Francis, back before it all began.”
“But Captain Rose wrote to me. He sent me a letter at the end and he told me that Francis was missing. How could he be missing if Rose had taken him to get help? He didn’t mention a dressing station at all. Why wouldn’t he put that in his letter?”
“I don’t know.” The ferryman looks away. He now looks like he wished he hadn’t followed her. “I’ve no idea. Only don’t misunderstand me—the dressing station was just a group of pillboxes, and it was conspicuous, so they shelled it. They kept on shelling it. The fact that Rose got him back there doesn’t mean that he wasn’t missing in the end. It’s not easy to explain to you what it was like.”
“Captain Rose died, didn’t he?”
He shakes his head. “I’d heard that he was living in Cheshire after the war. If you get in touch with the regiment, they’ll be able to tell you.”
“Yes, of course. Thank you for helping me.”
“I’m not sure that I’ve helped at all.”
She completes the circuit and is back at the spillway. A rainbow glistens in the spray of the water, but the rushing sound of it down the steps makes her shiver. Five months earlier Harry had taken her photograph, standing on exactly this spot. He had nodded when she had talked about Francis’s grave, but then there would be three months with not a word from him. What did that silence mean? Is there really something that he couldn’t bring himself to tell her? So many words pour out of Harry’s letters now, but she knows that he hasn’t told her everything. It was there in Ypres, that hesitation. When she had asked him to find Francis she believed that it would silence the doubts and the questions, but how loud they are now.
Chapter Sixty: Harry
Chapter Sixty
Harry
Quercy, October 1921
HARRY TAKES A SMOKE IN THE COOL EVENING AIR. THE RED CLIFF beyond the goose field glows, and Gabriel, in the foreground, is a silhouette in the twilight. He stares across the green. Harry takes a place at his side, leaning on the gate, and offers him a smoke.
“It is the house of Madeleine. And of Marcellin, of my brother.” Gabriel gestures to the house opposite. A lamp defines a yellow square of window. “It is the lanterne des morts.”
“Lantern of the dead? To guide Marcellin home or to show her loss?”