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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover Page
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Page
  4. Table of Contents
  5. prologue
  6. Howard: Christmas, 1985
  7. Joanna: Christmas, 1985
  8. part one: Howard
  9. one: Summer, 1965
  10. two: Spring, 1966
  11. three: Autumn, 1968
  12. four: April, 1969
  13. five: Summer, 1974
  14. six: 1976
  15. seven: Summer, 1979
  16. eight: January, 1982
  17. part two: Joanna
  18. one: Summer, 1984
  19. two: Spring, 1985
  20. three: Spring, 1985
  21. four: August, 1985
  22. five: August, 1985
  23. six: August, 1985
  24. seven: September, 1985
  25. eight: September, 1985
  26. part three
  27. one: Howard, September, 1985
  28. two: Joanna, October, 1985
  29. three:Howard, November, 1985
  30. four: Joanna, November, 1985
  31. five: Howard, November, 1985
  32. six: Joanna, November, 1985
  33. seven: Howard, November, 1985
  34. eight: Joanna, November, 1985
  35. nine: Howard, November, 1985
  36. ten: Joanna, November, 1985
  37. eleven: Howard, December, 1985
  38. twelve: Joanna, December, 1985
  39. thirteen: Howard, December, 1985
  40. fourteen: Joanna, December, 1985
  41. fifteen: Howard, December, 1985
  42. sixteen: Joanna, December, 1985
  43. seventeen: Howard, December, 1985
  44. eighteen: Joanna, December, 1985, epilogue
  45. Joanna: Christmas, 1985
  46. Howard: January, 1986
  47. acknowledgements

He nods. Then he looks me up and down, batting his long eyelashes. He doesn’t fix me like Shane does. His eyes don’t go that far. It’s more like he’s summing me up, or taking a snap. Flash. Caught on camera.

‘Rob,’ he says, not smiling.

‘Miss said your name was Robert.’

‘It’s Rob,’ he says, cranking up those eyelashes again.

‘My name’s Rob.’

All morning I watch him. His thick brown hair sticks up on the top of his head, making him look even taller. He’s tried to arrange the front of it in a greased curl, like my Dad’s in old pictures. A dry bit pokes out the wrong way, but it still looks good. He’s got flawless skin. A few faded freckles on his long, straight nose. A thin gold chain is draped around his neck. He plays with it a lot, twisting it round and round while he looks out the window.

Last lesson that day is History.

I slide in opposite Rob. We’re doing Enclosures, which is all about how the countryside was divided up so it looks like a patchwork quilt. I thought the hedges had always been there. I didn’t know they were planted to carve up the fields, for money.

Rob twirls a pencil. It’s one of those ones with a big rubber on the end. He lets it slide through his fingers, catches it and twirls it again. He’s good at that.

Halfway through the lesson, he leans over. ‘What have you got for question six?’

‘I’m still on two,’ I say.

He grins. His cheeks dimple. ‘Good pen,’ he says, gesturing towards my pink plastic fountain pen. I look down at it.

‘I’ve got one like it,’ he continues, rummaging in his sleek metal pencil tin. He brings out a purple one, just the same. Then he says, ‘You should have it. It goes with yours.’

I laugh. ‘No thanks.’

‘Go on. Look. I’ve got loads more.’ He tips his case towards me. Shiny multicoloured pens are all lined up. ‘You should have it.’

‘I don’t think so.’

‘Really. Take it.’

I wonder what he wants.

‘It’s yours. If you want it.’

I reach out for the pen. He smiles like he’s given me the crown bloody jewels.

All month, I have Rob in my sights.

One drama lesson I pick him as a partner. The theme of the lesson is ‘trust’. I don’t usually notice stuff like that, themes of lessons, but today I know I have to make the most of it, so I listen to what the flowery-scarfed teacher says.

‘Pick a partner and ask them to do something that you’d only ask someone you trust.’