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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover Page
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Page
  4. Table of Contents
  5. prologue
  6. Howard: Christmas, 1985
  7. Joanna: Christmas, 1985
  8. part one: Howard
  9. one: Summer, 1965
  10. two: Spring, 1966
  11. three: Autumn, 1968
  12. four: April, 1969
  13. five: Summer, 1974
  14. six: 1976
  15. seven: Summer, 1979
  16. eight: January, 1982
  17. part two: Joanna
  18. one: Summer, 1984
  19. two: Spring, 1985
  20. three: Spring, 1985
  21. four: August, 1985
  22. five: August, 1985
  23. six: August, 1985
  24. seven: September, 1985
  25. eight: September, 1985
  26. part three
  27. one: Howard, September, 1985
  28. two: Joanna, October, 1985
  29. three:Howard, November, 1985
  30. four: Joanna, November, 1985
  31. five: Howard, November, 1985
  32. six: Joanna, November, 1985
  33. seven: Howard, November, 1985
  34. eight: Joanna, November, 1985
  35. nine: Howard, November, 1985
  36. ten: Joanna, November, 1985
  37. eleven: Howard, December, 1985
  38. twelve: Joanna, December, 1985
  39. thirteen: Howard, December, 1985
  40. fourteen: Joanna, December, 1985
  41. fifteen: Howard, December, 1985
  42. sixteen: Joanna, December, 1985
  43. seventeen: Howard, December, 1985
  44. eighteen: Joanna, December, 1985, epilogue
  45. Joanna: Christmas, 1985
  46. Howard: January, 1986
  47. acknowledgements

I opened my mouth to speak, but before I could, Paul let out a loud hoot of delight as Robert grabbed him by the arm and whipped his behind with a wet rolled-up tea towel. Robert’s eyes were shining, and his forehead was damp with perspiration.

Then my son noticed me. Our eyes met, and I thought I saw something like shame in his face. A blush spread across his cheeks. He let the tea towel drop to the floor.

I closed the door and went back to the living room.

‘Do you think it’s – normal?’

We were in bed; Kathryn was trying to read.

‘What?’

‘The two of them.’

She closed her book and rubbed her eyes. ‘Haven’t we been through this before? And didn’t we agree that it’s good for Robert to have friends?’

‘But it isn’t friends, is it? It’s just Paul. And has been for years.’

She put her book on the bedside table and reached over for the light. ‘I think we should sleep now, Howard.’

Turning off the lamp, she lay down on her side. But I remained sitting, staring into the darkness.

After a while I said, ‘I think we should separate them.’

She didn’t respond.

‘He’s fifteen. He should be doing other things. Moving on. It’s time.’

She rolled onto her back. ‘We’ve been through all this.’

‘We could get him in at the other school. A fresh start.’

‘It wouldn’t make any difference.’

‘So you do think there’s a problem?’

‘I don’t know,’ she sighed. Then she added, ‘They’re friends. That can’t be bad, can it?’

We were both still. I wanted to put the light on again, but Kathryn turned on her side and curled her legs up towards her chest, as if she was about to sleep.

I let a minute pass, and then I reached over and stroked her hair. ‘Are you awake?’

‘Yes.’

‘A new school would be the best thing for him, I think.’ ‘We can talk about it tomorrow.’

‘I’ll ask about the other school. We can get him in there before he takes his exams. We should do it now before the term really gets going.’

‘It would unsettle him.’

‘No reason to be unsettled. He’s a confident boy. He’ll make new friends.’

She said nothing.

I pulled the sheets up around me. Robert had a duvet now, but we preferred sheets and blankets. I liked to feel their weight on me.

‘I’ll make enquiries in the morning. I’m sure they’ll be able to squeeze him in,’ I said.

He was studying for O level Art. The new school, we were told by the headmaster when we met him to discuss the change, had a reputation for the arts.