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Chapters (40)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraphs
  5. 1. Apollo
  6. 2. Arete
  7. 3. Arete
  8. 4. Maia
  9. 5. Arete
  10. 6. Arete
  11. 7. Apollo
  12. 8. Arete
  13. 9. Arete
  14. 10. Maia
  15. 11. Arete
  16. 12. Arete
  17. 13. Apollo
  18. 14. Arete
  19. 15. Arete
  20. 16. Maia
  21. 17. Arete
  22. 18. Arete
  23. 19. Apollo
  24. 20. Arete
  25. 21. Arete
  26. 22. Apollo
  27. 23. Maia
  28. 24. Arete
  29. 25. Arete
  30. 26. Apollo
  31. 27. Arete
  32. 28. Arete
  33. 29. Maia
  34. 30. Arete
  35. 31. Arete
  36. 32. Apollo
  37. Thanks
  38. About the Author
  39. Books by Jo Walton
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“Asleep down below, I think. But he’ll be up soon.” Neleus nodded to the east where the sky was starting to pale. Father inevitably woke at sunrise. Naxos was a dark bulk immediately to the north of us. The rain was chilling me. I walked over to the rail. Neleus walked beside me. “They’re out there somewhere,” he said.

My mind was full of Erinna and the Naxians, and I frowned at him, puzzled. “Who?”

“The Goodness Group,” he said, his hands clenching into fists. “We’ll find them. We’ll avenge Mother. I know you want that as much as I do.”

I put my hand on his arm. “I grieve for Mother, but I don’t know whether vengeance will help.”

“It’ll help me,” he said. “I feel I let her down.”

“Oh Neleus, you didn’t,” I said.

“She was always so exacting, and I didn’t meet her standards.” He was staring out over the dark water, not looking at me.

“It’s true what Father said. She loved you. I often felt I didn’t meet her standards either.”

“You and I are all that’s left of her now,” he said, turning toward me.

“Well, genetically,” I agreed. “But all the people she taught, all the pictures and sculptures she made, that lives on.” For as long as the City lives, I thought. Not into posterity, because there is none. Unless we can change history. If we can change history, then her legacy could really last.

Father came up from below, yawning. I waved to him and he came over to us. “Joy to you both,” he said, and we repeated the wish.

“I need to know something about how the universe works,” I said.

He looked over to the little island he had been looking at the day before. “There’ll be a temple there one day,” he said, quietly. “A temple to me. It’ll be there by Homer’s day. We’re here early. But I don’t know exactly when.”

“Can we change history?” I asked.

He and Neleus both stared at me. “What do you mean?” he asked.

“Can things we do, here and now, change what will happen in the future?”

“Yes. Of course. But not things that the gods know about, not things that are already fixed.”

“So there’s only one time?” I asked.

“Right. It’s as if time’s a scroll, and we haven’t read all of it but it’s all there, and once we’ve read it, that’s fixed. But it all scrolls along in order when you’re inside it. From outside, it’s different.” His chin wavered. “I remember explaining it like that to Simmea and Sokrates.”

“So for instance we could teach the people on Naxos medicine and iron working and navigation and philosophy, and it wouldn’t change the outcome of the Trojan War?” I asked.

“No.”