Chapters (25)
- Cover Page
- TITLE PAGE
- DEDICATION
- LONDON 1947
- LONDON 1949
- LONDON 1954
- PISGAH, MISSOURI 1954
- PISGAH 1952
- PISGAH 1954
- PISGAH 1952
- PISGAH 1956
- PISGAH 1952
- PISGAH 1956
- PISGAH 1959
- 1960
- PISGAH 1952
- PISGAH 1961
- SAN FRANCISCO 1985
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- A READER'S GUIDE
- A CONVERSATION WITH NAEEM MURR
- QUESTIONS AND TOPICS FOR DISCUSSION
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY NAEEM MURR
- COPYRIGHT
How dare Bennet come to visit me as if he owned me, telling me I had no right to break Goldwin’s heart. What is Bennet? Goat’s scrotum; flaccid snapped head of a plucked rooster; calf’s tongue hanging from a butcher’s hook. His salute is the erect tail and wink of the naked anus. His brain is a damp cave, ceilinged with bats, out of the clustered, hairy bodies of which droop obscenely phallic stalactites. In the town of the impotent, Bennet is king. He rules us sitting on an upturned chamber pot, his three bestial daughters leashed at his heels. He flings them, now and then, a bull’s pizzle to gnaw. He has a will of blind rut. All around him yipping, gibbering, snorting, crouch his loyal retainers: sapless Magnus, who laps his wife’s blood from small incisions at night and hangs from his ceiling memorizing poems to trap another fool; Goldwin the bibulous barber, who lets his bloodhound bitches litter on his bed, who visibly struggles with the instinct to shove his snout into your crotch; Otto the bitter with a face to make a Neanderthal weep, his heart a hazelnut, ash its meat, who bought himself a concubine neither flesh nor fish, neither Caliban nor Ophelia, who opens her rotted mouth to curse the flowers and lays her shadow to bed in the waters; Siggy, the human hemorrhoid, pried from Bennet’s ass, where he lived snug for years; blank Finn the mindless, his ejaculations a muddy slope down which he careens, dragging us all.
PISGAH 1952
PISGAH
1952
THE FIRELIGHT IN THE DARK FOREST FLUNG THE men’s writhing shadows against the trees. A dead raccoon hung from a nearby branch. Far off, the hounds bayed. Huddled to that sow of fire, the men had been drinking for hours.
“Where I lived in Ireland”—Finn spoke up suddenly, apropos of nothing in particular—“buncha these English fellas used to hunt foxes. Sure, it wasn’t fancy. No horses or nothing. Pelt across the fields, they would, chasing the hounds, tooting their little horns. Funny, isn’t it? Wherever you go, it’s the same.” He was hunkered close to the flames, roasting a hot dog.