He swallowed, tasting blood again, the foulness of his own mouth. His head was in his hands. “My name. You’re always saying it.”

“Just trying to get your attention. You haven’t been yourself much these last few days, if you’ll pardon my saying so.”

Theo said nothing.

“So okay,” the voice went on. “You don’t want me to use your name. Don’t see why not, but I can live with that. Let’s change the subject. What are your thoughts on Alicia? Because I do believe that girl is something special.”

Alicia? The voice was talking about Alicia? It simply wasn’t possible. But nothing was, that was the thing. The voice was always saying things that were impossible.

“Now, I thought it would be Mausami, the way you described her,” the voice went merrily on. “Back when we had our little talk. I was pretty sure my tastes would run in her direction. But there’s something about a redhead that just gets my blood boiling.”

“I don’t know who you’re talking about. I told you. I don’t know anyone by those names.”

“You dog, Theo. Are you trying to tell me you put the wood to Alicia, too? And Mausami in the condition she is?”

The room seemed to tip. “What did you say?”

“Oh, I’m sorry. You didn’t hear? Now, I’m surprised she didn’t tell you. Your Mausami, Theo.” The voice lifted to a kind of singsong. “Got a little bunski in the ovenski.”

He was trying to focus. To hold the words he was hearing in place so he could grasp their meaning. But his brain was heavy, so heavy, like a huge, slippery stone the words kept sliding off.

“I know, I know,” the voice went on. “It came as a shock to me, too. But back to Lish. If you don’t mind my asking, how does she like it? I’m thinking she’s an on-all-fours-howl-at-the-moon kind of girl. How about it, Theo? Set me straight here if I’m wrong.”

“I don’t.… know. Stop using my name.”

A pause. “All right. If that’s how you want it. Let’s try a new name, shall we? How about: Babcock.”

His mind clenched. He thought he might be sick. He would have been, if there had been anything in his stomach to come up.

“Now we’re getting somewhere. You know about Babcock, don’t you, Theo?”

That was what was on the other side, the other side of the dream. One of Twelve. Babcock.

“What … is he?”

“Come on, you’re a smart fellow. You really don’t know?” An expectant pause. “Babcock is … you.”

I am Theo Jaxon, he thought, saying the words in his mind like a prayer. I am Theo Jaxon, I am Theo Jaxon. Son of Demetrius and Prudence Jaxon. First Family. I am Theo Jaxon.