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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. Part One
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Part Two
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Part Three
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Part Four
  25. Chapter Seventeen
  26. Chapter Eighteen
  27. Chapter Nineteen
  28. Chapter Twenty
  29. Chapter Twenty-One
  30. Chapter Twenty-Two
  31. Part Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Three
  33. Chapter Twenty-Four
  34. Chapter Twenty-Five
  35. Chapter Twenty-Six
  36. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  37. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  38. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  39. Chapter Thirty
  40. Chapter Thirty-One
  41. Chapter Thirty-Two
  42. Part Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Three
  44. Acknowledgements
  45. About the Author

‘Inside here is what looks like an iPhone charger. You need to clip it to Ling Ling’s Dictaphone and it will download everything on it and install a bug that will link the Dictaphone back to G’s IP address.’

‘Meaning?’

‘That every time she presses record it will upload to his computer.’

She clipped the bumbag round my waist and took a step back.

‘Perfick,’ said Pixie, admiring her handiwork. ‘This is the perfect undercover look.’

‘It’s grossly attention-seeking and completely ridiculous.’

‘Exactly. You’re going to fit right in, darlin’. I’ve got you a pass as a fashion blogger.’

‘But what if anyone asks me about fashion? I don’t know anything.’

‘No one will ask you anything. Just keep taking selfies and pout a lot. Talk in hashtags. And don’t take your sunglasses off.’

I’d got halfway to the car park when I realised I’d left my mobile phone on my desk. I went back to get it and, passing the open meeting room door, spotted Geraint and Pixie holding hands. Seated in front of their laptops, headphones in, his right hand and her left clasped together on the dining-room table, their free hands scrolling through what they were reading on the screen. Pixie pointed at something on her screen and they both laughed.

I watched them for another second, out of sight from the side of the door. That new relationship bubble. I remembered what that was like. Where you made an effort with how you looked and what you said. And kissed a lot. Wasn’t there lots of kissing? I missed the days when kissing was more of a feature presentation. Not just the adverts you could fast forward.

I walked down the corridor towards the lift. I was happy for them. I wondered if they would last. It would help they had the same job, the same security clearance. I thought of Will’s face as I’d left this evening. He wasn’t an idiot. He knew I was hiding something from him, he just didn’t know how big it was. Everyone had parts of themselves they wanted to keep hidden – but they were usually more along the lines of unhealthy shopping addictions, webbed feet and lingering feelings for an ex. Not killing people.

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fourteen

I ARRIVED AT THE FASHION SHOW unfashionably on time, 9 p.m. on the dot. A few people were already seated. The designer was an up-and-coming Eastern European with a name that consisted of so many consonants that it seemed wholly unpronounceable. The music was pounding. It was so loud I could barely think. How could anyone talk over this? Was it really necessary? God. That was it. I was officially old.

I scanned the front row until I spotted Ling Ling sitting with two friends. Pixie and Geraint may have got Cameron and me passes for entry but they had failed to secure us front row seats.