Back The Nowhere Man
Chapters (82)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraphs
  5. 1. What He Needs to Know
  6. 2. The Social Contract
  7. 3. War Machine
  8. 4. Clean as a Scalpel
  9. 5. The Eyes of the Data-Mining Beast
  10. 6. Struck Oil
  11. 7. The Inevitable Gurgle
  12. 8. His Own Dollhouse
  13. 9. Our Lady of Holy Death
  14. 10. The Strange Language of Intimacy
  15. 11. No Longer the Same Place
  16. 12. Magical Machinations
  17. 13. Last Glance Back
  18. 14. Rambo in a Bespoke Shirt
  19. 15. Back-Alley Philosophers
  20. 16. Faithful Companions
  21. 17. Beautiful Monster
  22. 18. Flesh and Bone
  23. 19. Somewhere Much, Much Worse
  24. 20. No End Point
  25. 21. In Trouble
  26. 22. Divine Right
  27. 23. Destroying Angel
  28. 24. A Complex, Sticky Business
  29. 25. Not Very Nice
  30. 26. Man or Nature
  31. 27. Six in Total
  32. 28. The Grim Reapress
  33. 29. Your Bad Self
  34. 30. Someone’s Idea of a Library
  35. 31. A Hard Man
  36. 32. Ready
  37. 33. The Inexpressible
  38. 34. What It Is You Do
  39. 35. Into the Snowy White
  40. 36. A Real Fighter
  41. 37. More Animal Than Human
  42. 38. A Bad Night’s Work
  43. 39. To the Brink
  44. 40. People Who Deserve It
  45. 41. No Ready Answer
  46. 42. Corners of His Mind
  47. 43. Unleash Hell
  48. 44. Celebration
  49. 45. A Different Kind of Ruckus
  50. 46. All the Honey
  51. 47. Collision Avoidance
  52. 48. Some Bizarre Mating Dance
  53. 49. Flicker of Coldness
  54. 50. Making His Preparations
  55. 51. A Shout into the Abyss
  56. 52. Some Kind of Advantage
  57. 53. Some Delicacies
  58. 54. Bad Dogs
  59. 55. Almost There
  60. 56. Mostly Certain
  61. 57. A Very Persuasive Call
  62. 58. Cold
  63. 59. Reborn
  64. 60. The Only Person Worse Than Us
  65. 61. To Do Harm
  66. 62. That Gnawing Feeling
  67. 63. The People No One Wants
  68. 64. The Slender Man
  69. 65. Fragile Little Bond
  70. 66. Banged Up in All the Right Ways
  71. 67. What Was Missing
  72. 68. Object Permanence
  73. 69. No Extradition
  74. 70. The Slightest Misstep
  75. 71. Vaporized
  76. 72. The Old Stories
  77. 73. Resolute
  78. 74. Overlord of Everything and Nothing
  79. Acknowledgments
  80. Also by Gregg Hurwitz
  81. About the Author
  82. Newsletter Sign-up

No matter how hard he worked, no matter what sort of discipline he exhibited, that thumb-size bend meant he would never be acceptable in the eyes of his family. The Cassaroy name carried with it certain obligations, expectations handed down from generation to generation, gathering moss and heft. His great-great-grandfather had fought in the Civil War. And the Cassaroy males made regular appearances in the historical record after that, inevitably linked to combat. Here a first lieutenant in the Spanish-American War, there an artilleryman in the trenches of Château-Thierry. The Cassaroys were represented in the lesser wars as well, wars no one had ever heard of, wars no one would ever remember were it not for the framed battlefield portraits that lined the dark hallways of his childhood manor. The Sheepeater Indian War, the Second Sumatran Expedition, the Red River War. If two forces spit at each other, there you’d find a Cassaroy, brandishing a rifle and a razor-straight spine, the first to show up, like an overeager party guest. His father had stormed Omaha, a muck-and blood-drenched affair he never hesitated to relive in the flickering light of the hearth, waving around a glass of century-old Grande Champagne cognac for punctuation.

Countless times René had heard that old chestnut about veterans never speaking of their wartime experiences. Would that it were true for the Cassaroys, who trotted out every scrape and scare like campfire tales made better by the retelling.

Were he not the sole Cassaroy heir and the biological end of the line, the pressure might have been less. And the disappointment. Born prematurely, René suffered from asthma and sundry illnesses in his childhood. He wasn’t classic Cassaroy stock, but he had a passable build and was willing to give it the college try. None of his ailments mattered until he tried to enlist. His scoliosis was so minor it was missed by his pediatrician, and yet the eagle-eyed army recruiter had picked it up in an instant. As had the navy man. The marines. Even the air force. Despite Papa Cassaroy’s considerable connections, René’s application to the CIA didn’t make it past the first round.

No one wanted him.

René was in his mid-twenties when Father threw a clot and cracked his head open on the claw-foot bathtub. Mother, a long-suffering waif out of a Tennessee Williams play, had succumbed to some vaguely defined ailment a few years prior. Father hadn’t seemed to mind—she’d given him only one son of inferior make—and René certainly felt no loss of love when she passed. Yet when Father had gone, he felt not just the lifting of an age-old weight from his shoulders but also an intense loneliness. All the old man’s badgering and bullying had at least been a form of attention, an acknowledgment that René Peter Cassaroy did in fact exist.