Back The Nowhere Man
Chapters (82)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraphs
  5. 1. What He Needs to Know
  6. 2. The Social Contract
  7. 3. War Machine
  8. 4. Clean as a Scalpel
  9. 5. The Eyes of the Data-Mining Beast
  10. 6. Struck Oil
  11. 7. The Inevitable Gurgle
  12. 8. His Own Dollhouse
  13. 9. Our Lady of Holy Death
  14. 10. The Strange Language of Intimacy
  15. 11. No Longer the Same Place
  16. 12. Magical Machinations
  17. 13. Last Glance Back
  18. 14. Rambo in a Bespoke Shirt
  19. 15. Back-Alley Philosophers
  20. 16. Faithful Companions
  21. 17. Beautiful Monster
  22. 18. Flesh and Bone
  23. 19. Somewhere Much, Much Worse
  24. 20. No End Point
  25. 21. In Trouble
  26. 22. Divine Right
  27. 23. Destroying Angel
  28. 24. A Complex, Sticky Business
  29. 25. Not Very Nice
  30. 26. Man or Nature
  31. 27. Six in Total
  32. 28. The Grim Reapress
  33. 29. Your Bad Self
  34. 30. Someone’s Idea of a Library
  35. 31. A Hard Man
  36. 32. Ready
  37. 33. The Inexpressible
  38. 34. What It Is You Do
  39. 35. Into the Snowy White
  40. 36. A Real Fighter
  41. 37. More Animal Than Human
  42. 38. A Bad Night’s Work
  43. 39. To the Brink
  44. 40. People Who Deserve It
  45. 41. No Ready Answer
  46. 42. Corners of His Mind
  47. 43. Unleash Hell
  48. 44. Celebration
  49. 45. A Different Kind of Ruckus
  50. 46. All the Honey
  51. 47. Collision Avoidance
  52. 48. Some Bizarre Mating Dance
  53. 49. Flicker of Coldness
  54. 50. Making His Preparations
  55. 51. A Shout into the Abyss
  56. 52. Some Kind of Advantage
  57. 53. Some Delicacies
  58. 54. Bad Dogs
  59. 55. Almost There
  60. 56. Mostly Certain
  61. 57. A Very Persuasive Call
  62. 58. Cold
  63. 59. Reborn
  64. 60. The Only Person Worse Than Us
  65. 61. To Do Harm
  66. 62. That Gnawing Feeling
  67. 63. The People No One Wants
  68. 64. The Slender Man
  69. 65. Fragile Little Bond
  70. 66. Banged Up in All the Right Ways
  71. 67. What Was Missing
  72. 68. Object Permanence
  73. 69. No Extradition
  74. 70. The Slightest Misstep
  75. 71. Vaporized
  76. 72. The Old Stories
  77. 73. Resolute
  78. 74. Overlord of Everything and Nothing
  79. Acknowledgments
  80. Also by Gregg Hurwitz
  81. About the Author
  82. Newsletter Sign-up

Evan says, “Can I pet him?”

“Strider can be touchy. Let him get used to you.”

Their shoes crunch pleasingly in the tall grass. They make their way up a slight hill, and the view is all leafy canopy and fields.

“What are we doing?” Evan asks.

“Walking.”

“You know what I mean.”

“We’re deciding if we’re gonna like each other or not.”

Evan’s training begins the next day, a test of will that puts the previous ones to shame. At knifepoint in a dark barn, he learns his destiny. His future is illuminated, each revelation like a burst of fireworks.

To the world and even to his own instructors, he will be known only as Orphan X.

As his handler, Jack accompanies him to every session. There is breaching and shooting and hand-to-hand, psyops and spycraft and espionage technology. Evan generally returns home exhausted and bloodied. Their days are regimented.

In the evenings they set up in the study, just them and a framed photo of a woman, which rests alone on a side table. She has waist-long hair, a slender neck, and thick-framed eyeglasses from another decade. Evan sneaks glances at her now and then when Jack’s not looking. They read a lot, mostly biographies and history books. Evan finds them boring until Jack talks about them, and then the stories come to life. They listen to classical-music records, too. One night an opera is playing in the background as Evan tries to decipher a chapter about Thomas Jefferson.

Jack’s voice interrupts the music. “Do you hear that?”

When Evan looks up, he sees that Jack’s eyes are closed. The opera singer wails ever louder.

“Nine high C’s. When Pavarotti sang this aria at the Met on February seventeenth, 1972, he had seventeen curtain calls. Seventeen.”

Evan does not know what an aria is, or the Met, or a curtain call. So he asks, “Were you there?”

“No.”

Evan hesitates. “Where were you?”

Jack closes the book around his thumb. The textured skin around his eyes shifts a bit as he seems to decide whether or not to answer. “Laos,” he says.

With this response Evan senses they have broken through onto new terrain, and this is at once exciting and perilous. He ponders a reply, but even rehearsed in his head the words sound clumsy.

He dares to gesture toward the tarnished silver frame. “How’d she die? Your wife?”

Jack says, “An embassy bombing. In Kuwait.”

“Was she a spy?”

“She was a secretary.”

“Oh.” Evan waits until Jack’s attention returns to his book. He hesitates, unsure how to proceed in this foreign tongue, the strange language of intimacy. Then he says, “Her eyes are friendly.”

Jack’s gaze stays fixed on the book. “Thank you, Evan,” he says, in a voice even more gravelly than usual.