Back The Nowhere Man
Chapters (82)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraphs
  5. 1. What He Needs to Know
  6. 2. The Social Contract
  7. 3. War Machine
  8. 4. Clean as a Scalpel
  9. 5. The Eyes of the Data-Mining Beast
  10. 6. Struck Oil
  11. 7. The Inevitable Gurgle
  12. 8. His Own Dollhouse
  13. 9. Our Lady of Holy Death
  14. 10. The Strange Language of Intimacy
  15. 11. No Longer the Same Place
  16. 12. Magical Machinations
  17. 13. Last Glance Back
  18. 14. Rambo in a Bespoke Shirt
  19. 15. Back-Alley Philosophers
  20. 16. Faithful Companions
  21. 17. Beautiful Monster
  22. 18. Flesh and Bone
  23. 19. Somewhere Much, Much Worse
  24. 20. No End Point
  25. 21. In Trouble
  26. 22. Divine Right
  27. 23. Destroying Angel
  28. 24. A Complex, Sticky Business
  29. 25. Not Very Nice
  30. 26. Man or Nature
  31. 27. Six in Total
  32. 28. The Grim Reapress
  33. 29. Your Bad Self
  34. 30. Someone’s Idea of a Library
  35. 31. A Hard Man
  36. 32. Ready
  37. 33. The Inexpressible
  38. 34. What It Is You Do
  39. 35. Into the Snowy White
  40. 36. A Real Fighter
  41. 37. More Animal Than Human
  42. 38. A Bad Night’s Work
  43. 39. To the Brink
  44. 40. People Who Deserve It
  45. 41. No Ready Answer
  46. 42. Corners of His Mind
  47. 43. Unleash Hell
  48. 44. Celebration
  49. 45. A Different Kind of Ruckus
  50. 46. All the Honey
  51. 47. Collision Avoidance
  52. 48. Some Bizarre Mating Dance
  53. 49. Flicker of Coldness
  54. 50. Making His Preparations
  55. 51. A Shout into the Abyss
  56. 52. Some Kind of Advantage
  57. 53. Some Delicacies
  58. 54. Bad Dogs
  59. 55. Almost There
  60. 56. Mostly Certain
  61. 57. A Very Persuasive Call
  62. 58. Cold
  63. 59. Reborn
  64. 60. The Only Person Worse Than Us
  65. 61. To Do Harm
  66. 62. That Gnawing Feeling
  67. 63. The People No One Wants
  68. 64. The Slender Man
  69. 65. Fragile Little Bond
  70. 66. Banged Up in All the Right Ways
  71. 67. What Was Missing
  72. 68. Object Permanence
  73. 69. No Extradition
  74. 70. The Slightest Misstep
  75. 71. Vaporized
  76. 72. The Old Stories
  77. 73. Resolute
  78. 74. Overlord of Everything and Nothing
  79. Acknowledgments
  80. Also by Gregg Hurwitz
  81. About the Author
  82. Newsletter Sign-up

Chocolate smudged his cheek. His lips were raspberry blue. He chewed and swallowed. “Why do you think she knows?”

“Because your mom knows everything.”

“Why don’t you visit anymore?”

Evan resisted the urge to scratch at the remnants of the scabs on his neck. “Like we talked about, your mom and I thought it’d be better if—”

“I still think it’s dumb.”

“I understand that. Look, I just wanted to—”

Hopped up on candy bars, Peter leapt to his feet, ran to his desk, and began frenetically coloring in a Star Wars drawing. “Did you know butterflies taste with their feet?”

“I did not.”

“What do you want to wear in your coffin?”

“A wetsuit.”

“Do frogs have penises?”

“Not the ones I’ve met. Listen—Peter? Look at me. I wanted to say that I’m sorry.”

He looked genuinely puzzled. “For what?”

“For how I was in the lobby. You’re right. I acted mean.”

“Oh. I forgot about that already. That was like years ago.” He set down his crayon, now worn to a nub, and looked at Evan. “Friends don’t make a big deal over stuff like that,” he said.

Evan had to clear his throat before he could respond. “Okay,” he said.

“I hope you can come back sometime.”

“Me, too.”

Peter turned back to his coloring book, and Evan slipped out into the hall.

He was feeling better every day. Just this morning he’d teased the sutures out of his shoulder with stitch scissors and needle-nose tweezers. He’d regained decent mobility with his right arm, though he had to be cautious about how far and how fast he pushed it. Oddly, his calf was bothering him more today, the nerve line like a twisting strand of barbed wire.

He stopped in the living room to take in the place. Drying laundry covered the couch. Jazz played softly down the hall somewhere, early Miles Davis. The air smelled of vanilla candles and hot chocolate and dish detergent. The kitchen trash can overflowed.

A real home in all its messy glory.

The Post-it stuck to the wall by the kitchen pass-through was more faded than when he’d seen it last. Written in Mia’s scrawl: “Treat yourself as if you were someone who you are responsible for helping.” She posted these life lessons, lifted from a favorite book, around the condo for Peter to read.

This one in particular had always given Evan pause. When he’d been trapped in that chalet, he’d been his own client for the first time, the one in need of rescuing. He wondered if he deserved the same happiness that he wished for the people he helped.

Mia surprised him. “How’d you do with the Duke of Sugarbuzz?”

“He was … inquisitive.”

“Did he ask you if frogs have penises?”

“He did.”

Mia toweled her hair some more. “Do frogs have penises?”

“I don’t believe they do.”