Back The Nowhere Man
Chapters (82)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraphs
  5. 1. What He Needs to Know
  6. 2. The Social Contract
  7. 3. War Machine
  8. 4. Clean as a Scalpel
  9. 5. The Eyes of the Data-Mining Beast
  10. 6. Struck Oil
  11. 7. The Inevitable Gurgle
  12. 8. His Own Dollhouse
  13. 9. Our Lady of Holy Death
  14. 10. The Strange Language of Intimacy
  15. 11. No Longer the Same Place
  16. 12. Magical Machinations
  17. 13. Last Glance Back
  18. 14. Rambo in a Bespoke Shirt
  19. 15. Back-Alley Philosophers
  20. 16. Faithful Companions
  21. 17. Beautiful Monster
  22. 18. Flesh and Bone
  23. 19. Somewhere Much, Much Worse
  24. 20. No End Point
  25. 21. In Trouble
  26. 22. Divine Right
  27. 23. Destroying Angel
  28. 24. A Complex, Sticky Business
  29. 25. Not Very Nice
  30. 26. Man or Nature
  31. 27. Six in Total
  32. 28. The Grim Reapress
  33. 29. Your Bad Self
  34. 30. Someone’s Idea of a Library
  35. 31. A Hard Man
  36. 32. Ready
  37. 33. The Inexpressible
  38. 34. What It Is You Do
  39. 35. Into the Snowy White
  40. 36. A Real Fighter
  41. 37. More Animal Than Human
  42. 38. A Bad Night’s Work
  43. 39. To the Brink
  44. 40. People Who Deserve It
  45. 41. No Ready Answer
  46. 42. Corners of His Mind
  47. 43. Unleash Hell
  48. 44. Celebration
  49. 45. A Different Kind of Ruckus
  50. 46. All the Honey
  51. 47. Collision Avoidance
  52. 48. Some Bizarre Mating Dance
  53. 49. Flicker of Coldness
  54. 50. Making His Preparations
  55. 51. A Shout into the Abyss
  56. 52. Some Kind of Advantage
  57. 53. Some Delicacies
  58. 54. Bad Dogs
  59. 55. Almost There
  60. 56. Mostly Certain
  61. 57. A Very Persuasive Call
  62. 58. Cold
  63. 59. Reborn
  64. 60. The Only Person Worse Than Us
  65. 61. To Do Harm
  66. 62. That Gnawing Feeling
  67. 63. The People No One Wants
  68. 64. The Slender Man
  69. 65. Fragile Little Bond
  70. 66. Banged Up in All the Right Ways
  71. 67. What Was Missing
  72. 68. Object Permanence
  73. 69. No Extradition
  74. 70. The Slightest Misstep
  75. 71. Vaporized
  76. 72. The Old Stories
  77. 73. Resolute
  78. 74. Overlord of Everything and Nothing
  79. Acknowledgments
  80. Also by Gregg Hurwitz
  81. About the Author
  82. Newsletter Sign-up

“No. I didn’t. I just can’t…” A wave of pain swept away Evan’s breath. He grimaced, bit his lip, waited for it to pass. “I can’t help you, okay? Can’t … help you.” The ground tilted around him, a roller-coaster loop through space and time, and he was talking to the kid and to Alison Siegler, to Jack on the floor of Parking Level 3 and to himself, trapped hopelessly in a valley fifteen meters from the summit.

“I can’t … help any of you … anymore.…”

It’s time to go.

Every breath brought pain. Evan said, “There’ll be … someone else.…”

“No.” The boy’s words faded in and out of static. “It has to be you.”

Evan felt himself seeping into the cold ground.

Some long-buried part inside him split open, a flood of emotion sweeping him down, down, plunging him into deep, freezing waters. A tear cut through the snowflakes, crusting his cheek, a single warm track across his skin and—

—a straw-thin spray squirts between Jack’s fingers—

—he was crying but felt something instead of sadness, something like liberation.

Time to go.

“… sorry,” he said. “I’m sorry.…”

The phone died. Evan tilted it to see the screen, his hand trembling violently. No bars left.

“… sorry,” he told the ground. “I’m sorry.…”

Go. Leave me. Go.

“Okay, Jack,” he said. “Okay.”

He breathed wetly for a moment. Stared between the last tree trunks at that bare patch of earth just within reach ahead. The setting sun caught the rise of powder in all its creamy glory. Fifteen meters to the peak. He deserved at least that.

“I want to make it,” he told himself hoarsely. “I want to see the top.”

He shoved the phone into his jacket pocket—this piece of the kid he would not let go of—and placed his hand back over his shoulder. His grip was still loose, so he used his chin to pin his hand more tightly over the wound. Somehow he wiggled to his knees. Leaning into a pine, he found his feet.

His first step broke him through the tree line. The sudden openness made his breath catch. The pain ebbed, draining out of him. As he forged up the unmarred blanket of white, the world came into vivid focus. The saw-toothed edges of snowflakes. The violet spill of the sunset through puffy clouds. The air, so fresh it stung his throat, telling him that right now, in this moment, he was still alive.

A golden glow limned the mountaintop. His last steps would carry him there.

At once the horizon seemed to bubble up in one spot, the bulge taking shape as a human form—someone coming over the peak from the far side. The figure stood atop the crest, backlit. Evan squinted into the light, noted the silhouette of the rifle held across the man’s chest.

A .338 Lapua Mag.

The north sniper.